Why can't I get you out of my head...

When we met,
it wasn't too long ago,
about six or seven months,
somewhere around there I believe so.

You were older,
but you sure didn't act it at times,
often acting even younger,
but definately not colder.

Your funny personality,
your love of friends,
we both shared that,
to no ends.

Finally it came to be,
we no longer thought of each other as friends,
we liked each other so very much,
it wasn't hard for all our friends to see.

Eventually we even passed that barrier,
pushing on to what I believed to be love,
telling each other how much we wanted to be together,
you were my angel my dove.

Then it all became clear,
when you threw me away,
let someone else take you in your arms,
thats all I could hear.

What was the point,
why did I try,
if all you wanted was to use me,
and then let our feelings die.

Now I can see what a fool,
to ever let my heart open up,
I'm far more cautious now,
and have let my heart cool.

Unfornately though,
you still reside inside my head,
the memories I wish had never happened,
although you I do not dread.

You see you have hurt me,
more than I can say,
theres not a chance for a friendship,
not a chance could there be.

So I farewell,
hopefully you won't ruin another's heart,
because if that is all you are good at,
then its better that we are apart.

Honestly I am questioning why I wrote this...I know why...but...its hard to explain....anyway's a little background on this one...this is completely true...I once fell in love with a girl...however as the poem says she basically betrayed me and used me.....however I am not sad or upset....just I guess annoyed and tired...

 

I'm sorry she did that to you. But don't worry you'll get over her, cuz time heals everything.

 

I'm glad you're not sad or upset or anything. The same thing basically happened to me. You realize that it's not worth it to be all upset over something like that, you know? Anyways, i compliment you on yet another well written poem.