What is the chance of me going mentally crazy?

in my opinion .........,. you are allready completely insane jk

 

You're not alone...

Well, the best thing you can do is not to confine yourself to solitude. If you have friends out there, hang out with them. Shutting yourself out from the world is not a good thing. Believe me, I should know. :sideways:

I'm *probably* about 5 years older than you are and I've been through this. You feel that if you let yourself enjoy life, something will always bring you back down to earth. You'll be screwed in life if you let your expectations go beyond optimistic. Believe me, it's not a good way to go through your teenage/young adult years.

You need all the support you can get. Whether it be online or real life, you've got friends that care about you. And there'll most likely be memories and thoughts that'll haunt you at the most inconvenient moments. Don't let them control you. You've just got to reapply self-control. Don't bottle up your thoughts, but don't act out on them either.

I don't know if I'm making any sense or if any of this applies to you, but do you get my point?

 

Yea just don't think to deeply. I get like this all the time because I have got problems with bullies but you just have to think about it. Think to yourself:

"Will hurting myself make anything better"

Simple. Also, talk to someone about how you feel, just a parent. They've probably been through the same thing. Whatever you do, don't let it go to your head having exess baggage is the last thing you want. Keep a diary or something to pour your exess thought into if something bad happens to you and then you won;t need to remember it so you will forget it. It will make things feel a lot better. I also would suggest making a loaf of bread. If you need to get any bad feelings out, kneeding is your best friend. Just don't spit on it, it will make the bread taste quite disgusting. You're not going crazy, everyone goes through it.

 

im sorry, but your just turning emo

 

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I've already established that i don't want to be

I wanted seriousness not no joking around because this is something serious.

Emo is not classified in this discussion. I'll edit my post =/

 

I wanna kill myself too.... But I know that ain't gonna happen cos I don't let stuff get to me easily....

Maybe it's just some random teenage crap, but I have no idea.....