What happens after you get shoved aside? Do you get lonley? To get angry? No. I think not. What do you do? You get depressed. Yep. Depressed. It has happened many a time to me before. He starts to get quieter. He talks less often. It gets akward. But not the kind it SHOULD be. At this point, you probably start thinking, 'Oh. He's just very busy.' After some time passes though, you start to doubt him. But the little person inside WANTS to believe. I suppose they can sense your questioning, your hesitance. So that's why they probably get quieter. By this point in time you are at the point of subtle depression. Even your favorite love song doesn't make you feel better. A tear rolls down your eye as you sit all alone. You start to question your santity. 'Why did I do this to myself?' You question. A silent vow is made to yourself, 'Never again.' Never again? I think not. Your heart will betray you, believe me. But.......just.....stay strong. You never know, maybe the one you're waiting for went through the same heartbreak, the same pain. Keep waiting. ..........'Cause I will be too.
