This Is What I Feel I Should Do, So I'm Going To Scream It!!!!!!

*screams*

and no. I did not write this in a matter of 10 seconds. It's called copy and pasting... From a pm I sent out to Xaldin a little while ago....

About a month ago, Darky left without telling me... I talked to Chris (cronoking) about it and we both came to the conclusion that he didn't tell me or reply to me because he wasn't interested anymore. I was in class and I got up and collapsed, crying -to cut a long story short i went home because the teachers believed I was sick and they didn't want to look after me.

When I got home I sat in my room absolutely devistated, I wouldn't talk to anyone, and in the middle of the night I got a phone call from my ex, Karl... Although he's my ex, we were like best friends and we still hung out after school every day. Anyways, he heard about me collapsing and wanted to know if i was alright.


I needed comfort, and he told me to come over his place to talk about it. So I did... even though it was the middle of the night... God I reget this so much... I got there, and we talked, ate ice cream and just chilled until he hugged me after i started crying again. I pushed him away but he held on tighter.

I asked him what he was doing but he just pushed me to the floor and didn't say anything. I tried to get up but he practically pounced on me and pinned me down. By this time I was getting worried, and I tried to get up again but he pinned me down. Then I screamed. Told him to stop. He laughed and didn't.

I tried to get him off me, I tried to hit him, I tried so hard to get away...
But he kept me pinned down and threatened to hit me if I kept struggling.

I kept struggling. He hit me. Twice. I had a heap of bruises, a couple on my arms, one on my stomach and a few on my legs where he dug his knees into me while he was holding me down...

I was too scared to keep trying to get away in case he hit me again. I begged him to stop. He didn't.
...He raped me

afterwards he just got up and left, and I stayed on the floor in shock for ten minutes...

and that's my story of what happened...

Please, don't give me sympathy. I don't want it. I just want people to know...
I promised a few people I'd do this, and post it on the forum. So I did.

 

Oh my god, angel, that's horrible.

 

She promised ME... I hope it's the right thing to do...

angel.. i'm sorry about Darky.. v.v

 

Delicious copypasta.

 

What is that supposed to mean?

 

meh.

Ihavenoemotionsanymore o.o

 

Welcome to the club.

>.>

<.<

Meeting's next week on Friday, everybody has to bring something to eat. Preferably a baby.

 

You said you didnt want symphay, well thats to dang bad, because I am going to give you it.

Angel, that is one of the scarest things I have heard on this forum, and Im so sorry that happened to you. Did you tell anyone, police and such?

 

XD

I have no idea why every huuuge event in my life is on this forum... It's like.. "Let's go look at the thread where angel quit modelling"

"ok.. I'll just forum search for it."

"and what about the time she was in the newspaper"

"oh, that was only recent, I'd say it was in the spamzone a few pages back..."

 

... no sympathy... ^ what they said.

 

And Im gonna say something else, because I god damn can.

The fact that a guy would do that sickens me. It truley does. Using a rebound, to lure a girl to your room, to god damn rape her, makes me really want to kill someone. Sure, I dont know you, or what you look like, but im sitting here on the computer, next to my brother and his friends playing videogames, and Im close to tears. It just makes me want to kill someone.

[/angry me]

 

Thanks for giving zero respect to angel.

 

Then you should be in tears all the time, because it happens every day.

 

And you think Im not?

Im just going to stop talking now, Im getting of topic.

 

There's people in the world that do these things, and they should all die. But...

In retrospect of what happened, and who did it..

I never knew what would happen, we were practically best friends, I was over his house at least TWICE a week, and we hung out as friends. So.. For that to happen...

that chances should have been 1 in a million. And I was that one.

 

Pizza pizza pizza, I made it out of dough. And if i eat a banana, i'll get all the monkey hoes, WOOT! xD

 

Cronoking already knew... hence the ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

 

Next state of business:

... call the fuzz on his ***.

 

I partly agree with this. I mean it is against the law, or at least in America, not sure about Austraila. :/

But he is your friend. Which makes me wonder if he just used you, but it isnt my bussiness, so im not going to go there.

 

Yeah, i knew cause im psychic. I see the future just like that white guy. Oh, im eating cheetos if anyone wants some.