The Next Organization

"well no its just your all boys i was ecepting at least one girl and she never showed up....sorry to hurt your feelings...ha what am i saying we have no feelings..." sh looked down and covered her face more in shadows.

 

"well i almost sometimes feel.....like i have a heart.... it comes and goes, but sometimes ill feel emotion, anger, love, and then it all goes away."

 

so its not just me...she thought to herself " ....i belive feelings get in the way of reality..."she turned her head away " they just destroy you in the inside after all..." she sighed." but i guess their not that bad..."

 

"im starting to get them more often... you ever feel like that?"

 

Xathabat didnt answer " only when im sad or angrey...for some reson i never have felt love or happiness..." she sighed..." you kinda get use to it though..." she smiled.

 

"well love its almost like a phantom feeling to me... havent felt it since i was a somebody..."

 

xathabat laughed " do you sometimes miss being a sombody" she said in a teasing tone she stood up and walked back into the hallway towards the living room.

 

he stood up and followed "i miss her more than myself..."

 

Xathabat yawned as she walked into the living room she layed on the couch " gosh darn im so bored i woudlv'e stayed but that bench was killing me..." she sighed..."who is it that you miss??" she asked...

 

"mhm well what else is there to do in this place?" he put his head down "my girlfriend..."

OOC: is it a castle, mansion or what?

 

OOC: a castle

BIC: " aawww you miss you girl friend.." she giggled "if you think of something to do just tell me if its like what those two fighting in the garden you can forget it i dont feel like fighting only when i need to..." she yawned again...

 

"well she wasnt fortunate enough to become a nobody as far as i know...and i died trying to help her" he said in a low tone

 

xathabat sat up and frowned " sorry..." she said sadly and rubbed her neck

 

"ive learned to accept i may and probably wont see her again thats why i kill... to avenge her.... i dont care who..."

 

Xathabat stopped rubbing her neck "oookk...how can i make you happy again.." she asked and she looked at the ground the shadows coverig her whole face.

 

"there isnt really a way, i just tell myself that destiny happens for a reason, even if it hurts..."


OOC: i g2g sorry >.<

 

xathabat stayed still"i wish i could help make you smile again...im not much of a fan of frowning..."she said she frowned but you cant really see it because the darkness covered it.

OOC: gtg good night or O,o where ever u live good what ever...

 

OOC: Sorry Dexnail!!! I had to leave!! I had to go to bed!!! D8

BIC: Drewxan saw that Xeol made a clone. He blew some more wind to blow the fog away. He ran to the real Xeol and pushed his hand towards him to push Xeol back. "This is getting really fun!" He said.

 

Xathabat yawned and went to courtyard again she layed in the grass and took a nap with her arms behind her head..

 

Xeol was still in his fog form while drewxan tried to push him back."that tickles"he said smiling while drewxans hand went through his body