The Neo Organization

Xensoa took out her sketchbook, and tore a page out. Handing it to Nebx, "Thanks, and here. A little something for you and Saxliesm." She stood up and left the library.

 

Nebx looked at the page and smiled.

 

I walked through the portal, arriving in my room. I slowly walked to my bed, and collapsed onto my knees at the side of my bed, burrying my head into my arms on the mattress. I started to lightly sob. "....Why? Why did I let you all die?? WHY???" I sobbed, just needing to cry one last time....

 

Exel read in the lobby as he got bored.

 

Xensoa walked the hall, and entered the Hall of Empty Melodies. Staring at the sky, she sighed.

 

I wiped away my tears as I slowly stood up. I sighed, and walked out of my room, slamming the door shut, not caring. I walked down the hall, heading for the roof. I wanted to stare at the sky from there....

 

Xensoa just stared at the empty sky, it looked so dark. Dark as she was. 'I miss Spira so much, mom, dad......'

 

I reached the roof after some time, and stared up. I sighed, feeling lost and sad. I wished I hadn't killed them....I felt so bad, so guilty. I sat on the edge of the roof, and stared up at the midnight hues that was sprinkled with white twilight. I felt like there was a very deep emptiness in my heart....

 

Several heartlesses looked inside the castle and walked around looking for someone.

 

Xensoa left the hall and walked down the hall. She saw the Heartless, she covered her mouth from screaming, just staring the Heartless.

 

One of the heartlesses saw Xensoa and then disappeared and the rest then moved onto the next floor.

 

I sighed as I stared. '....What now? What should I do now?? I....I want them back....I feel lost without them....I feel like I'm missing so much of what I am without them.....' I looked down, staring at the balcony below. 'I know I have to go on with my life. I know I have to move onward. But....how? What do I do without them? Without....' I sighed, wanting to cry, but fighting back the tears. I continued to stared down, passed the balcony and at the ground so far below...

OOC: EDIT: I'm going to bed in a little bit. I'm so exhausted. Good Night, you guys.

 

Xensoa walked slowly, and she entered the library. She saw Nebx, swallowing, she said, "Nebx, there's Heartless in the castle. We need to do something."

 

"Are you serious?" Nebx asked looking at Xensoa.

 

Heartlesses moved onto the next floor now.

 

I was sitting on the edge of the roof. I closed my eyes and stood up. I felt lost and confused at this point. I just wanted to move on, but I couldn't. I needed to, but I was trapped. I turned away from the roof's edge, and slowly walked to the roof's center. I stared up, wanting something to give me a sign, a nudge, in the direction of what to do in my life, while doubting that I even should exist, anymore...

 

A heartless saw Saxilesm and ignored her looking for someone.

 

"Yes!" Xensoa closed her eyes and held out her hand. Her large sword appeared. "The Heartless are looking for someone."

 

Several heartlesses appeared and looked going toward downstairs.

 

"We have to find out who they're looking for, Nebx!" Xensoa said. Tears ran down her face. "I don't wanna lose anyone again!"