The Neo Organization

I was sitting on my bed, starring at the wall infront of me. Starring at the drawing I pinned to the wall. The picture I drew of my old friends. I sighed, scooting back on the bed untill I was sitting native style with my back against the wall. I wasn't sure what to do, and the sadness, the guilt, still piled deep within. I sighed, starring at that picture. I was a tad sad...

 

Nebx walked around the hall thinking to himself, 'I wonder what Saxilesm is doing?'

 

I sighed, and laid down on my bed. I stared at the ceiling. '....I don't remember....why?' I questioned in my mind. 'I don't know....maybe....not knowing is best. I guess....I need to give up. I need to worry about my life here, my life now. I'm sorry....all of you....' I thought sadly. I rolled over, facing the wall. I then let a few tears slip down my face, curling up in a ball. I didn't even know what to do with my life, anymore....'

 

Nebx walked up to Saxilesm's room door.

 

I was still lying on my bed, staring at the wall throught glassy eyes. I let a few more tears slip down my face. I was so confused, sad, guilty, and scared. My frinds were burried, and I couldn't lay flowers at their graves. I knew that I had to move on with this new life, but I didn't even know where to start. They were there for me. They took me in when nobody else did. And....I killed them....' I thought. I let more tears slip as I laid there...

 

Nebx knocked on Saxilesm's door.

 

I heard a knock on my door. I wiped a few tears off my cheeks, sat up, straightened my shirt (we'll just say that my hoody is hung up on a chair in the room), and I lightly sniffed. "Who is it?" I called in a quiet voice.

 

"It's me, Nebx." Nebx said.

 

I lightly sighed. "What is it, Nebx? Why are you here?" I asked him softly.

 

"I just wanted to see you." Nebx said.

 

I sighed again, eyes still glassy as tears not spilled still lay in them. "Come in." I said quietly.

 

Nebx walked into Saxilesm's room and said, "Are you okay?"

 

I stared up at Nebx. I wiped my right eye quickly. "Yeah. I'm fine. Never better." I lied.

 

Nebx leaned in to Saxilesm face and examined her eyes and said, "Thats not true is it?"

 

I scooted back a little bit. "....What if it isn't?" I asked him, becoming a bit tense.

 

"Hmm, I never thought of that." Nebx said crossing his arms.

 

I sighed, scooting back on the bed untill my back was against the wall. "....Either way....my problem doesn't matter...." I said quietly.

 

Nebx walked over to Saxilesm and said, "Tell me about it please."

 

I looked down. "Look....it's nothing, really. Just....some things of the past...." I said quietly. I was feeling intense guilt, remembering that dredful memory of their deaths....

 

"You can tell me about it if you want." Nebx said to make Saxilesm fell better.