The Neo Organization

I heard Exel before I left. '...Yeah....I guess it was....' I thought. I then walked down the halls. I headed twords The Library, not really knowing where else to go. I expected to not be bothered there, too. I've never seen anyone there at the same time as myself, so I figured I'd go down there...

 

Exel stood up and looked down the city. Suicide attempt 25 and beginning. He thought and jumped off the edge toward the dark city.

 

I reached The Library, and walked over to a book case. I grabbed a book, and sat down at a table with it. I opened it to a random page, and just stared at it, like I was reading it. I wasn't. I couldn't. I couldn't consentraight on anything, really....I was sad. I felt reaally lonely, and I didn't know what to do....I'm afraid of being around others, as well as being sad when I am....

 

20 min later....

Exel walked back up the staircase. Attempt 25 failure. He thought rubbing his right arm.

 

I continued staring at the book, still not reading it. I sighed and closed the book. I placed it on the other end of the table, then put my head down on the table. I stayed like that, hoping the headache would go away.

 

Nebx walked around the halls.

 

I sighed, and I stood up. I put the book back on it's rightful shelf, and walked out of The Library. I walked down the halls for a little bit, and reached my room. I opened the door, walked in, and closed it lightly behind myself. I then sat on my bed. 'Hmm....I don't know what to do, now. I can't consentraight on anything I try to do, and I'm not tired. I just....' Ithought, unable to finish my thoughts. I was in a bit of a tizzy with my emotions right now....

 

ooc- OH SNAP!! i've missed a whole bunch!! D: can someone give me a recap please? please? lol ^__^ but i'm back now... srry... >.>

 

OOC: Well, I'm not sure of the last time you were here, but I know that recently Exel and I had a talk, and he tried to kill himself, and failed. I don't know if you've missed much else, though...



BIC: I sighed. I didn't know what to do, anymore. My eyes widened. 'Maybe....I shouldn't be here....maybe that's what life is saying to me....everything I've tried, has failed. But....then....why was I given a second chance. Maybe....I don't know.' I then had a thought....a thought as to what my purpose could be, as to what I could do. 'I think....I'll end it....if this last idea fails....' I thought.

I stood up, and walked out of my room, closing the door behind me. 'I killed my friends in life, I seem to be having problems in this life...so....' I started to slowly walk down the hall, heading for s few stair cases....I figured I could try one more thing....

 

Nebx walked around the halls not knowing what to do. He saw Saxilesm and said, "Hey Saxilesm."

 

I heard Nebx's voice, and turned around, facing him. "Nebx..." I said slowly. "...Why are you here?" I asked him quietly.

 

"I was just passing by." Nebx said crossing his arms.

 

"Oh." I said quickly. I looked around a little, nervously. "Uhh...where are you going?" I asked him.

 

"No where. Just walking around." Nebx said walking up to Saxilesm.

 

"Oh....umm...." I wanted to ask him to take me on a walk...but I figured he wouldn't want to. Because of Xensoa. I didn't want to be shot down. I looked at the ground, blushing slightly. I wasn't sure of what to say to him...

 

"So...umm, you want to go for a walk?" Nebx asked.

 

I blinked, a bit surprised that he asked me. "Um...sure." I said, still blushing slightly.

 

Nebx walked over to Saxilesm and put his arm around her and began to walk off her.

 

I walked with Nebx. I started to think after a bit of time, that maybe I should talk to him. I figured I should ask this now, instead of waiting, so I decided to do so. "...Nebx? What is it.....that you want, exactly?" I asked him, slowly. I wanted to know more about him. I figured that now would be the time to do so...

 

"What do you mean?" Nebx asked continuing to walk.