The Neo Organization

Exel stood silent. You didn't want that to happen and yet you did it under selfishness. He recalled to her speaking. He then placed one hand on her shoulder. I understand the pain you are undergoing now. He said to her.

 

"Why? Have you killed your friends, too?" I asked him. I stared at the ground, glaring. I just couldn't get the memory out of my mind...

 

No, I lost something even something more precious than my friends. He said with a pause. I killed my family. He said his voice partially cracked.

 

"...Familly? That's bad....well....at least you had one....I grew up on the streets. I was unwanted...." I said. I grew silent for a few moments. "...Why did you kill them?" I asked.

 

My anger was unstable my dad had said when I was nine. At the age of ten, my anger broke out like a monster and then I killed my family in one night and including one building full of people. He said and then placed his hood over his head and sat down.

 

I loked down at the ground, quiet. "....I was never wanted....and I never shall be. I was abandond by my mother when I was very young. I met my friends long afterwards, and I killed them. I covered up the mess, making it seem like a random murder....it worked. I then tried to do what killed my friends....and....." I looked at my hands. "....This is the result...." I finished.

 

Exel stayed quiet and then stood up and then placed his arms around her. You were different than me. I didn't want to be wanted beacause I'm afraid I might kill more innocent people. He whispered in her ear.

 

"....And I don't want anyone, and that is how I live." I replied. I then slipped out of his arms, and walked to the edge of the roof. "....I don't understand why I was given a second chance....I should have died...." I said quietly, gazing down at the silent town.

 

He watched her. It's your choice to kill yourself or not. For me, I tried sucide attempts twenty times and only recieved pain and not a scratch from them. For me, the only way to die is to complete my destiny, and I never will do my destiny..He said walking over to the edge and sitting down.

 

"....I'm not going to kill myself....I'm just....looking down. I have no intrest in killing myself. I have more intrest in knowing my purpose." I said to Exel. I then sat down next to Exel on the edge. "...If I wanted to kill myself, I'd be dead by now. I just....don't know why I'm here....I don't know....why I have a second chance...." I said.

 

My bad, I got the wrong action that I was thinking. He said. That second chance can give you an opportunity perhaps. To rethink your actions and make things the way they are. I can't make the things the way they were without following the right path. He added.

 

"...I guess....but things still aren't going good in this life, either...." I said. "It seems like nothing wants to work for me. I'm having....problems...." I said quietly.

 

Problems.... He echoed. If things aren't going the right way for you, I suggest you just move along. Ignore what is the most hardest thing to do and just live and then you might find some things interesting. Example, you found this castle, you talked to Nebx, and now talking with me. He added.

 

I stared at the buildings below. "....I don't really get it...." I said. I was always a bit slow, sometimes. I curled up into a ball, still looking below. I let out a small sigh.

 

Okay then, here's the shorter version. You met Nebx and me and found this castle maybe by just ignoring your biggest problems in your life.He said.

 

I closed my eyes and sighed. "....Nebx IS the problem...." I said with a bit or spite. I opened my eyes and stared sadly down...

 

Exel looked at her. Do you love him? He asked her.

 

Nebx walked around the halls not knowing where to go.

 

I grew silent. "....I....I don't know...." I said. I stood up, staring down at the quiet, sleeping town. "....I know.....that I feel good around him....but I doubt that he really cares...." I said. I then started to walk away...

 

He nods. It was nice talking to you Saxilesm. He called to her before she left.