The Neo Organization

Nebx was sileant. He didn't want to talk.

 

I was still tense. I hated that feeling. I sighed, a long, deep sigh. I then stood up, and walked over to the door. "I'll be in my room. Alone. Don't bother me." I said to Nebx. I didn't care if he was my Superior, or if he was my servent. I wanted him to leave me to be alone. I walked out of the room, and slowly stalked down the hall.

 

Nebx sighed deeply and looked around the empty room.

 

I continued walking down the halls, untill I reached my room. I opened the door, walked in, and slammed it WIKED loudly behind myself. I then walked over to my bed, and took off my hoody. I placed it on one of my bed's posts, and laid down. I didn't really care that I forgot my hot chocolate. I laid there, untill I fell asleep...

 

Exel shook his head. Relationships are falling until it will disappear.He thought and stood up to continue walking and reading upstairs.

 

After a while, I awoke, slowly opening my eyes. I was staring at the wall of my room. I sat up in the bed, and rubbed my eye. '...What now? I mean, should I even stay here, anymore? I feel a bit unwanted...' I thought. It was always that way. I never fit in, no matter what. Even as a Nobody, I don't fit in. I was used to it, though. Since it's always been that way.

I got up out of bed, and slipped my hoody on, zipping it up. I then walked to the door, and opened it, and slowly shut it. I then headed down the hall, hoping to find some lonely place. I wished to be alone, since being around others only seems to bring me sorrow...

 

Exel walked down the stairs and into the library to pick out another book.

 

I walked down the halls and up the stairs untill I reached the roof. I took a seat on a chair that was up there, and stared over the dark city. The Town Thet Never Was. I was alone, and that made me smile. Even if being alone is bad, and...empty feeling, you have no conflicts by being alone, right? So that made being alone good....at least in the sense that I didn't have to deal with others by being alone...

 

Exel walked up to see Saxilesm and before he began to talk to her, he remembered her conversation with Nebx and decided to leave her alone for a while.

 

I was sitting in the chair, just starring at the tall towering buildings. I felt miserable, even though I was alone. Why? Wasn't I supposed to be alone? Wasn't I supposed to be happy alone?? Maybe....I just can't be happy at all....

 

Exel then just sighs. Just how long do you plan on being alone? He called out to Saxilesm still reading his book and tightening the bandages over his left eye.

 

I heard sopmebody call to me. I stood up, and faced him. "As long as Xensoa loves Nebx. Maybe forever. I know I don't belong anywhere, though." I replied. It bwas the dead honest truth, in my eyes, too...

 

He looked at her with his right eye and then turned back to his book. Your different than any other people. Sometimes, girls just fight over a boy just to get their attention. He said still reading. Don't worry, I experienced how alone I could be.

 

"I've always been alone, and I learned not to fight it. I've been that way all my life. I tried to be with people, and in the end..." I couldn't say it. "..It didn't go so well. So I won't fight Fate, anymore. It either wants me to be with others, or to be sitting alone in Darkness." I said. I wanted badly to be with others, but I couldn't. I knew that...

 

He stopped reading and closed his book. I once tried escaping my fate, it turned out to be the worst thing I have ever experienced. He said. My fate was to be with others, not alone. I ignored it and then that was when it happened.....He stopped and looked down.

 

I smiled, a dangerous, light smile. "And I....I am ment for the dark. You have no idea what I've done...." I said darkly. I wasn't happy about it. More like trying to push the guy away. I figured it would be best to be by myself, so I figured fear was a good option. It's true that my past was horrible, though. I don't deserve this second chance...

 

Exel looked up at her. You are meant for the dark and so tell me about what you had done. He said and sat down on the floor.

 

I closed my eyes. Sorrow and shame swept over me, like a wave of water. "....I killed them. All of them...." I said. I felt a tear slip down my cheek. I hated what I had done...

 

Exel smiled a bit. So you killed people. I know how it feels.He said and stood up.

 

"....I killed them with my selfishness. They didn't want to try to bring that....that thing....into this world....and yet I made them.....and now they are dead...." I said, slowly and quietly. I hung my head with shame and sorrow, a few more tears slipping down my cheeks. "....I hate what I have done...."