The Neo Organization

"But, he's our Neo Organization Superior!" Xensoa said.

 

"He's...." I sighed. "I don't want him near me anymore, that's all...." I said, a slight weavering tone of sadness was in my voice. I was staring sadly at the flowers to my right, avoiding eye contact with Xensoa.

 

Xensoa turned back to the flowers. "But, why should I care about him........." she said. "He said something I may not explain, but I don't feel like about worrying about him............."

 

I perked my head up, then tunred to Xensoa. "...Ca..care about him? How?? And what did he say to you?" I asked her, stumbling over my words. I felt a bit nervous...



OOC: Cluelessnes. Lawl. XD

 

"He said he was sorry," she said. "Ever since he said that, I wondered what he was sorry about?"

 

I became very quiet. "...I don't know...." I said quietly. I stared at the grass on the ground infront of me. I sighed a sad, deep sigh. "...I just don't know..." I added in an even quieter voice.

 

"Guess we'll never know......" Xensoa said, she closed her eyes and started to sing softly.

 

I leaned back on the bench. '...She likes him, too? Well....this should be enforcement to the fact that I don't want to....feel....Ohh! Forget it!! I don't care if I'm a Neo Nobody, I know I can feel! And....I don't like it....' I thought, staring down at the flowers infront of me.

 

Xensoa stopped singing and looked at the sky. 'If I'm a Nobody, I shouldn't feel..... But I do.........' She sighed.

 

'Well....I guess, if I can feel....I have to accept that I like Nebx. I can't help it. But....she likes Nebx, too...' I thought sadly. I nervously started tapping my nails on the bench arm, one of my nervous habits that I had. I stared at the flowers to my right again, still tapping my nails on the bench arm.

 

"Say, Saxilesm," Xensoa said. "I was thinking ever since I become a Neo Nobody...... About the original Organization......"

 

I looked at Xensoa. "...What about the original Organization?" I asked.

 

"Well, after I learned about them, I felt like I was like the Cloaked Schemer, Zexion," Xensoa said. "I'll just stop talking, already....." She looked away.

 

I blinked. "Is something wrong?" I asked her. I knew that I was feeling a bit down, so I had hoped that I hadn't made her upset, either...

 

Xensoa sighed. "I was like that, back in my home world, talking about something. But I feel strange around you and some other members. I'm a Nobody, right? We shouldn't feel emotions, but we do."

 

"Yeah....I know what you mean. I don't know why we can feel, but we do. It makes no sense, but if we feel, we feel. We have to live with it. " I said.

 

"But still, being in a garden feels great, I've always felt that way, even now," Xensoa said, looking at her sketch.

 

"....I've always loved nature. All nature. All things in nature. Nature makes me feel better, when I'm near it. Better than the city makes me feel. I had to live in the city....in my past life...." I told Xensoa. "Nature is better and more peaceful than the city..."

 

Xensoa smiled, and started to sketch some more flowers.

 

Nebx teliported behind Saxilesm and Xensoa and said, "Hey guys."