The Escape

OOC: my mom is being a pain so i gtg

BIC: Xathabat waved her hands "no he dosent hurt me...its just...when we were at the castle...uummm....i just devleped feelings for him....but that was when i had feelings" she smiled weakly but this time the smile was real...

 

OOC: otay

BIC: Xion smiled gently. "I think you can still pursue those feelings." She murmured, placing the apple gently on the table.

 

OOC: ill wait till she comes in here and screams at me so if i get off without warning well i just told u the reason...

BIC: Xathabat got rid of her smile "What are you saying?" she said in a comfuse voice she thought she knew what Xion said but wasnt sure what she meant..

 

OOC: OKay...don't get in trouble :(

BIC: Xion watched the girl, still smiling gently. "You can still feel. I see it. Maybe you should tell him how you feel."

 

Xathabat turned red "....what feelings....i have none rember" she said hiding her face more and looking away she clentched her teeth 'why do i frecken feel still...is she right...i though i got rid of my heart...gggrrr' she thought to herself

 

Xion smiled a little. "You do feel. Your heart is not all that makes you feel."

 

"then tell me please what makes me feel" she wanted to know so badly.

 

"I'm not going to. You need to feel." Xion looked down at the table. "You will die if you don't. And I think maybe you need to tell him."

 

"ill tell him if you tell me...please...i dont want these feelings...i will die because of them...i hate the pain they bring..." her dace darkened"always pain.." she whispered she left the room and sat down at a normal cafitera table

 

Xion followed, touching her shoulder. "I will tell you, when it no longer hurts to feel."

 

Xathabat sighed sadly " but it will always hurt...people will always betray you...lie to you....hate you...talk about you behind their backs...leave you behind...how do i know no one here is going to do the same that people have been doing to me....its hard for me to trust and belive...."she said she always knew one day xeol will forget her and drewxan will forget her and everyone will forget her one day she didnt even know why she tried anymore.

 

"I won't forget you." Xion placed a comforting hand on the other girl's shoulder.

 

"how much you wanna bet when we escape years later your going to forget me...what says HE wont" she said sadly...

 

Xion shook her head."I can't forget people. Photographic memory, for one." Xion smiled alittle.

 

Xathabat sighed "yes but trust me....im not worth being a friend to...i'm useless and weak...i'm not smart...i'm not even kind...why do you talk to me i dont even know...probly just so you can be free" she hid her face wanting to die maybe she sould just kill herslef for no one loved her execpt goerge but hes gone now...and no theres no one who will ever love her ever again...inside she knew if she had her heart it would break again and then it would be 1/3 of a heart...

 

Xion sighed. "Please don't kill me for this...." then she smacked the other girl on the head. "Wake up. There are people that love you, you just have to find them."

 

she heard a loud crack. "what the hell was that?!" she gasped, looking into the darkness in hope of an answer.

 

" i wont i let people hurt me alot...so im use to it...can we not talk about this now in front of every one i dont want them to know " she smiled"i almost forgot we need to check on every one " and sat next to roxas " how are you feeling...better?" she said nicly

 

Xion sighed. "I'm not going to let it go..." she murmured, then went down the hallway.

 

"Yeah way better." said Roxas.