The Escape

Roxas hid the scissors in his back pocket. "yeah, I'm fine, you should go lay down..." said roxas leaning over the toilet agian, he threw up the blood agian.

 

Xathabat couldnt talk, she couldn't breagth and held her throat as she shut her eyes tight and fell flat on her face hitting the hard cold ground and shook of both fear and cold.

 

Roxa swiped his mouth off, picking up Xathabat, he layed her on the bed, He covered her up in alot of blankets. "Stay here..." said Roxas he went back into the bathroom shuting the door and locking it he through up into the Toilet agian, finally stopping he leaned agianst the wall getting the scissors back out, he looked at them. should i do it? thought Roxas.

 

Xathabat couldnt stop shakeing and she had a bad feeling inside of her that made her want to scream."roxas....dont."she whimpered and turned to her side.

 

Roxas looked at the blade, he felt lonely. should....I...do it? thought roxas shakeing, he was cold. Should I not not do it? roxas coughed violently and had a pain in his chest.

 

Xathabat curled up and made fist with her hands." DDOONTT." She yelled with fear and shook more as blood leaked out of her eyes,mouth,and nose

 

Roxas winced, he couldn't hare anyone, he the pressed the blade agianst his skin...The blood then rolled down his hand and onto the floor. "I'm sorry Xathabat....I broke our promise..." said Roxas, hanging his head he closed his eyes feeling the pain.

 

Xathabat insides were killing her and she screamed as the blood driped down her cheek and soaked the pillow with blood.'alone...again...no one cares about me,im not worth anything...im just a heartless nobodie...' her thoughts echoed.

 

Roxas wokeup from his dream or more like nightmare because of Xathabat's scream, he saw his wraist. He stood up washing it of he had a scar on his wraist a scabed over cut and one fresh cut. He then wrapped up his wraist, he then ran out to Xathabat. Roxas caradled Xathabat's head in his arms, his wraist stung badly but he ignored it. "Xathabat..." said Roxas.

 

Xathabat woke up but the blood still streamed out of her eyes,nose, and mouth." why do i exsit but to only help others, when i can only watch helplessly fromt he sidelines as my insides hurt at how pathitic and useless i am to them that they throw me away and not noitice the real me that i have to live lies for them to care...who am i...but a heartless nobodie thats lost and comfused inside..." she whispered and closed her eyes as she faded back to darkness and blacked out.

 

Roxas sat there Watching her, he wiped the blood off of her face and sat there watching her. The pain in his inside disappeared, her sighed and said "I'm sorry I broke our promise...Your not useless and you don't have to act..."

 

Xathabats bloody tears turned back to normal tears and she stoppped bleeding but kept struggling and shakeing.

 

Roixas covered her up with clena blankets he then sat agianst the wall, curled up in a ball, It's all my fault she is like this right now...I cut meself when she tried to stop me... thought Roxas cring, now no one would miss me if I died...

 

Xathabat cried harder as she began to have a nightmare."roxas...no...dont go..." she whimpered and turned to her side crying harder."no matter what i will care for you, i will miss you dont.." she whimpered again and she screamed and cried harder..

 

Roxas saw the blood comeing through the wrap, His arm stung and he winced. "Xathabat..." said Roxas through his coughing."I'm sorry, I'll have to do it agian... Roxas stood up he was dizzy, he headed into the bath room unwrapping his arm, he looked at the blood, he then made another cut, he watched it bleed for awhile, and then wrapped it up twice. He sighed, he was getting really dizzy, he then laid down on the only free bed he stared at his wrapped up wraist and then passed out, he lost to much blood from both cutting himself and throughing up.

 

Xathabat woke up startled and checked roxas and demyx still sleeping and was still crying she walked to the door and looked at the two."im sorry..." she said and left she went to the area where she detroyed the forest and sat on a rock and held her syth.

 

Roxas then woke up head for Xathabat. He finally saw her, "I'm sorry." said Roxas, "I broke our promise." Roxas lefted up his jackets sleevee revealing the blood soaking through the second lare of the wrap. He sat down beside her.

 

Xatahabt kept her blank face but it seemed kinda sad."its ok...your not the only one to brake a promise...im use to it.." she said softly and looked at her reflection in the syth.

 

"I didn't mean.." said Roxas winceing, "To do it...Something took over me, and I couldn't control myself...I just can't believe...I broke the promise, I usaully never break them..." Roxas looked at Xathabat, "What happened to me in your dream?" Roxas looked slightly worried.

 

Xathabat looked down and hid her face in her hood and started to whimper as it was harder to hold back her tears." you killed yourself...i was so worried...it wasnt a dream it was a nightmare..." she looked at him with tears in her eyes."...promise me this and please keep your promise...dont die.." she whimpered.