The Drawing Family ^.^

ha! Darkcloud ish older than u, coco...



AND I AM A PREETEEN! D<

 

It's weird... I did the whole "I hate you I hate my life I hate everything" thing at 11-13 then at 14 I got better. Happy-ish now though!!

Chocolate?

 

Lol, I remember those days. I remember thinking about suicide, those were good times =P
That was probably around 12. Things started cheering up at around highschool, so 14.

 

I thought he was also 20 or I may remember wrongly... In any case, 1st of May is my b-day.

OMG A NON FAMILY MEMBER!!!!

 

nope... he ish 21 :P

and i am going through the depression stage currently... :/ pretty much just at night, though :P

 

Don't go down the self harm route... It only ends badly...

 

Anyway, how is everyone today?

 

Don't be depressed! It's only those crazy hormones screwing with your mind. I can't remember if I used to be depressed - if anything I used to be naive.

 

i know... i let out my feeling last night by writing 8 poems and it helped alot... i let out a little bit in one poem this morning as well... O.o

 

I always got past the point of being able to do just about anything... Execpt cry...

 

hey... i wont be on for a while, probably the whole weekend, but, my mom had to go to the emergency room, theyre going to keep her overnight cause they dont know whats wrong, but, when i woke up, she said she couldnt breathe and something was wrong with her blood pressure, im sorry that i wont be on...

 

You shouldn't appolgize about that. RL Family's more important than a website.

 

I'm worried about her... :( maybe i should call her and see if everything's okay...

 

She might not answer if her mum's in hospital...

 

true... :/

 

I hope Jap doesnt lose her mom.

Believe me. I know EXACTLY how it feels.
-.- Seeing your mom in need of help.
Then the day she dies. *Shutters*

 

0_o....

You ok?

 

please dont say that...

i don't like to think about the death of a beloved... T-T If she does lose her mom... her entire emotional system will collapse and she'll be in what i call 'emotional paranoia' for months... T-T

and i like her mom... she was the first mom that i've ever seen acctually play Zelda... O.o


*hugs Tay* and are you okay...?

 

It was 6 years ago. Im fine.

Im just saying I can picture what its like when those words break out, "Your mothers dead."
Instant tears, I can tell you that. If I wasnt little then...I would probley be thinking of killing myself. At that time I didnt know my father, so she was my only parent. At that time I was little and didnt understand anything, I didnt even understand what cancer was when my father got it.

 

*Hugs* Sorry...