The battle begins....

You push me away, I've tried to get to know you in the past, but you have no patience for the game that is socialising. And turning people into pawns and ignoring, it's no wonder I feel depressed to talk to you at time. A relationship of any degree needs an unsung agreement from both sides to attempt to get to know each other better, having some interest in the other and showing it.
I'm just angry, to a degree, this isn't the first time you show such callousness and admit it like some medal. I know there is more to you but you make it so difficult to become closer this is why so many people give up. And I have... almost given up, but I'm still trying to figure you out, and the less you post the harder it is.

You only show me, and never tell me, that makes things incredibly difficult to tell what's going on with you. I should name you infuriating Makaze,a man with a mission to annoy and disrupt my psyche.

But like you, I am tired, and slowly becoming sleepy.

 

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You say things that makes me conflicted about what you want or you ignore me and I feel like one of those chess pieces you talked about so casually. This Ai why I feel pushed away.

I want to see you riled up, I want to see you human. Your remarks never feel fueled by emotion, and it's what annoys me the most about your replies.

You don't see me as wise as you presumed? I dont think I see you as wise as I use to, either, just more methodical I suppose is the word.
I know the limitations in my wisdom, I know the dangers of thinking that you're wiser then every other wise guy out there and I also know that I'm ignorant of things that have never happened to me be but can still feel it. And I'm not going to be one of those mysterious memebers who says the odd wise comment but doesn't reveal they're true nature, I did that years ago and it left me friendless and alone, hell if I want to go through that self torture again.

Knowing others is intelligence;
knowing yourself is true wisdom.
Mastering others is strength;
mastering yourself is true power.

I accept my limitations, because that is the wise course of action, not necessarily the most intelligent course, though.