The Artistic Family ^.^ *We return!*

Aw, well it is Christmas time, the perfect time for giving! If you don't want me to, I won't badger you about it, though. Haha.

Stressed? I'm always stressed. In fact that is WHY I put effort into things. One of them anyways. As long as I keep myself busy with things I love to do I can take my mind off of things such as...one of my friends wanting to commit suicide recently (Pink is having some issues), or family-related problems, or something. Haha.

I'm sure I'll get everything done in time, I just need to work harder. And faster.

My brother is almost done with Indalecio's theme (which will be used for their Celestial Dungeons and whatnot.), so I'm excited about that. I always love his musick. <3

 

You're so kind, though is it really completely alright with you?

Suicide... I've had a few issues regarding my friends and suicide before, even though I was alright it was still really tough seeing what they where going though. Not a happy topic to revisit, but at least it turned out fine in the end. Best of wishes for you and Pink, I hope it ends more or less happily.

Awesome, I love hearing his music, it's always put together well and flows nicely. Can't wait to hear it.

 

Though I need the money for other things (moving out! Haha.), I always jump at the chance to buy things for other people. If someone sees something and their face all lights up and is like 'I want that!' it is a natural urge to buy it. I don't knowwhy that is.

Yeah, suicide is a sticky topic. I just help out the best I can when i see someone contemplating that. There isnt really much I can do, and usually I end up seeing it as my fault (in this case, it is apparently my fault) anyhow. But I try.

My boyfriend and I are going to Atys tonight (on an MMORPG we play). Suuch a beautiful place, too. <3 I usually go there to relax and unwind when I can, which is rarely, but it is a nice experience.

 

Well I don't want you taking away from anything you'll need when moving out, but at the same time the wig would be awesome, gah, I'm so torn. If you're really sure it's alright, then it would be great.

Same here, I try to do what I can even though it's not much. It is true though that some of the simplest things can turn a person right around. My sister told me a story about this one kid in higschool, and how it's amazing what little gestures of kindness, the things we take for granted sometimes, can do so much.
I also think that blaming yourself is quite normal, It's all just part of being human.

Sounds nice, a break or two from working so much is always good, have fun.

 

*bites down on steak*

How's life?

 

Doing good...scary how fast my brother can pump out musick. I told him to make Indalecio/Gabriel Dungeon theme tonight....which he did. And he brought me back epic:

It starts off so slow and I was thinking eh okay....then it gets to around 50 seconds and my mind is blown all the way until the end. The beginning is rather nice now as a lead-in to my ears...it's just...indescribable. Indalecio is captured perfectly, as is his duty as 'The Visionary'. Brilliance and perfection. Just simply epic.

I hope you enjoy.

 

Dang straight I enjoyed that. XD

Which reminds me, does any of you know of any good recording softwares for computer games. (offline and online) I tried using this one program called FRAPS on a stepmania game (Watch it here) but it lagged the whole thing like crap and I had to continuously press record every 30 seconds which screws a lot of things up.

If any of u could help, COOKIES FOR JOO! ^^

 

Oh wow, that's amazing. All the music he's making for the game is great, I really love all of it



As for recording software, have your tried HyperCam?

 

http://www.hyperionics.com/hc/

Try that and see if it works. I use the trial version to record video of our models and times.

 

Yay, just a few more frilly things and the pants + shoes then I'll finally be done this lineart~!
http://i491.photobucket.com/albums/rr276/PhotobucketRazzu/AikoWiP-4.jpg
So glad it's almost done, this has taken far to long for just being lineart, I just want to colour it already.

Contest entry for a large anime convention coming up in summer (Yea, the are already holding the Mascot contest)



On a random note, I feel exhausted even though I woke up quite late into the day and haven't really done much. >_< I think I'm gonna head to bed soon.

 

Yea, I tried that. Made it look even worst. ><

Cool. I might try this.

Though I really want one that isn't a trial. =/

Thx anyways. Appreciate it!

 

The link Vex posted was what I meant by HyperCam >_<

 

Ooo, my bads. XD

 

Naw, that's not out of character at all.

Neither is this.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NER9H8SnWBA

 

I've actually only seen the first episode e_e but those types of things from NicoNico Douga atre just way to amusing to watch.

 

Lookie!!!

I added another part yo my poem Story. :3

And...

I posted a story of mine.

That one ^
Is a book I wanna write. So I was hoping to get some thoughts from you guys?
:3

 

I give up I never want to love ever again. Love sucks. Caring about people sucks. It ALL SUCKS. I give up having any kind of good emotions whatsoever. Cause it doesn't make a darn difference what i do, it just makes it worse and worse than what reality could deal out to them. I give up....I give up.


Hope you guys had a merry christmas.

 

I agree, love sucks big time...
Do you wanna talk about it at all?

I had a nice Christmas, rather depressing in some aspects, but the time spent with family was pleasant.

 

Agreed,
Mine was okay, but not what I anticipated.

D:>
*huggles*
It's okay Ven.. you wanna talk about it?
<33333

 

I don't knwo how to explain it well...but I did write a poem to rant. Maybe you can understand it from that...not sure.

Silver did come back to stay the night with me even though I kind of wish he never would have seen me ever again. I know what's going to happen and when I look at him it makes it worse. He's such a nice guy, too, possibly the nicest I had ever met some oh 10 years ago. I recently found him again after such a long time. Haha. He stayed with me a night and then had to go off early yesterday and attempted to kiss me as thanks for dinner and the room to sleep in, but as he kissed me I pushed him off. Haha.

...Meh. I like him much, but its unbearable. I don't know how to tell him or what to say or whatever.