The Artistic Family ^.^ *We return!*

no...that was two of my friends talking...i am known as larxene to them, so vexen was talking about me to my boyfriend.

 

Well then... that does seem a bit...creepy.

 

Exactly....I'mbeing experimented on, and don't even know it, apparently.

I've also decided because of :

Alkasirn Alkasirn: What I noticed is:
Alkasirn Alkasirn: -Vexen is against how love is a valid emotion and all that. -Vexen didn't like it when you got real close to him or snuck into his lab. -Vexen suddenly reverses 100%, lets you kiss him, lets you in his lab, etc., and didn't gradually get there, it was just *bam* done. -Vexen says you're the subject of an experiment you don't know about
Larxene Larxene: ...ya i know thats weird <_<
Larxene Larxene: which is why im scared now
Alkasirn Alkasirn: The only thing I can think of to complete that list is "Vexen uses an experiment to see if his theories of love are correct or not"
Larxene Larxene: Ugh i dont want to be experimented on
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Truly, if he's of the scientific sort, he'll want to see how accurate his theories are ._.

That I will do this:

Larxene Larxene: I think its time for vexen to die ^^
Alkasirn Alkasirn: D8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: D8!!!!!!!! D8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! D8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Always a chance I could be wrong though D8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: D8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: D8 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!^!!!!!!
Larxene Larxene: No beleieve me ur right. -_-;;; and now he should die.
Alkasirn Alkasirn: D8 Nues!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: How can I be right? You see him everyday, you'd have a better idea on what's happening than someone who just gets little bits of info
Larxene Larxene: because ur always right DX
Alkasirn Alkasirn: and an ad just randomly popped up when my internet was off
Alkasirn Alkasirn: I'm rarely right ,_,
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Shi-Shi~! Cmon! Don't go and kill Vexen ._.
Alkasirn Alkasirn: You'd have to remake a DA account all over again too if you did! XD
Larxene Larxene: he needs to die
Alkasirn Alkasirn: NUUUUUUU
Larxene Larxene: Why do u care -_-
Larxene Larxene: U should be saying GO SHI~!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Wai? ._.
Alkasirn Alkasirn: And I care because Vexen is a fellow scientist 8B
Larxene Larxene: Ya hurry and ap so we can slaughter vexen together ^^
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ,_,
Alkasirn Alkasirn: and I'd feel insanely bad if there was a fatal misunderstanding because of a small assumption...
Larxene Larxene: I wouldnt
Larxene Larxene: ^^
Larxene Larxene: Id just like th eblood
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ._. but, see, it's MY assumption. So I'd feel bad if it led to anything
Larxene Larxene: Vexen is ******ed anyway. so KILLLL
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Coming from someone who was waking him up from the waist down before DX
Larxene Larxene: -_-__-
Larxene Larxene: *-__-
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX Sorry
Larxene Larxene: yaaa
Larxene Larxene: sur eu are
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ,_,
Larxene Larxene: go to bed or something
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Cmon Shi-Shi~ *points at you*
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Actually I will go to bed soon
Alkasirn Alkasirn: But still! DX!
Larxene Larxene: ya
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Don't kill the Vexen DX!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: it's past Thanksgivings anyway ._.
Larxene Larxene: U cant stop me
Alkasirn Alkasirn: I can try DX
Larxene Larxene: good luck with that ^^
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ,_,
Larxene Larxene: The good thing: because i have completely converted them to demonkind pretty much, no multiples of themselves exist sooooo kiling him would mean no mor evexen anywhere EVAR~
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX
Alkasirn Alkasirn: So if we realize this is a mistake?
Alkasirn Alkasirn: "Oops sorry Vexen. Hope that's enough to make you feel better"
Larxene Larxene: No id just say screw him he was old anyway he might as well died of old age -_-
Alkasirn Alkasirn: I thought he was in his 30s
Larxene Larxene: old enough
Alkasirn Alkasirn: That's a good... 30% of his natural life if he doesn't go off making life preserving potions or something
Alkasirn Alkasirn: *sighs* Cmon Shi-Shi~, don't kill him.
Alkasirn Alkasirn: He might be experimenting on himself and you're more like his assistant, and he just chose bad words to describe it. ._. ...
Larxene Larxene: well he can experiment in teh afterlife

 

Omg bareri, ur really goin through with it? O_o

I can't believe I'm goin through with this...





For the first time, I have created OCs. Not one, but two.......

 

Vex:
Sadist much?


Flame:
You make it seem like she's having a baby or getting married XD

Nice new OCs~

I have to many nameless OCs to count, and a select few I named and now love.
...yet never draw.

They have massive back stories because there is nothing better to do than think for those minutes before you fall asleep, but I never tell anyone about them, or even bother drawing them. D: I'm such a terrible mother.

 

Yeah...I hate being used....I don't care who it is using me, Vexen or not (and I did like him a heck of a lot), I don't tolerate it whatsoever. I'm pretty ticked off.

Love the sketches.

 

Yea, it's hard thing to take, sometimes even harder if it's somebody you care for...

 

Yeah, I'm not so great.

He's the only reason I even do alot of things I did. This kind of stings.

 

I know how you feel, and I'm sorry to hear you even have to deal with those feelings -__-

 

Yeah, but because of it...I was inspired to write something for Pink (Marluxia).


“Gentian”


Can’t I say I love her?
When we were both on our backs in the time of rain
Feet soaked by the hushing drops
Drip

Can’t we save the future?
I don’t want to go on believing in lies
I want to gather those distant aspirations
And run home with you

Not because I love
But because I have been loved

Open my glued-together palms
To spread them around this freezing place
In the wind, the petals will blow
Dancing to an unprecedented melody

Can’t I break one promise?
She will tempt me with the kiss of fools
Bodies pulsing in untamed corruption
Pulse

Can’t we forget this mistake?
I only want what is real for myself
I also want to take everything
Even if it doesn’t belong to me

Not because I want
But because I need to be wanted

Open my glued-together palms
To spread them around this timeless chasm
In the wild, a flower is dying
Weeping because it’s heartbeat went unheard

Open my glued-together palms
To spread them around this freezing place
In the past, I was also somebody
Even now I want to be somebody

In the wind, the petals will blow
Dancing to an unprecedented melody

----

For Zexion

“In Obscuro”

There is fever, a sickness within truth so we cover it with dirt and lies
If the pain is no longer visible the fleshly heart will not get pricked
As long as you have illusions billowing from you, straightforwardly
There is nothing left to question. Our countenance has been marred
Only by matters of patterns we deem as emotions.

I
Am
No
Longer
Dead

See the indistinct shadow?
That is the heart’s only solution to emptiness
Fill your head with fancies I’ll fill mine with facts
You’ll look over your shoulder
But I’m not turning back

Try to count on one hand the number of times idle words slip from our mouths.
Try to count on two and you’ll fill up too quickly, the toes aren’t even enough
As long as you are oblivious to your own self you will never have to look at the past with shame
Lucidly
Try not to make light of such imperative concerns

This
Will
Get
You
Nowhere

Take the specters called lies
Take the specters called lies
Take the specters called lies
This is your face
Written with those words
Illusion master just cover it up

How can you know me

When
I
No
Longer
Know
Myself

See the indistinct shadow?
That is the heart’s only solution to emptiness
Fill your head with fancies I’ll fill mine with facts
You’ll look over your shoulder
But I’m not turning back

 

Very nice, I would like to give you some better feedback, but writing is not one of my strong points, I prefer to read what has already been written than try to write something myself.

 

Thats okay. You at least know if you enjoy reading them or not. Haha.

My band and I are doing a whole album entitled 'XIII' with songs for each of the organization XIII members on the album.So both 'Gentian' and 'In Obscuro' will be on that album.

 

I would really like to hear that~

 

Hopefully the album gets released eventually. If so, I may put it up for sale online or something like I do with some other CDs we make.

And for those artists interested, we're having a LOGO COMPETITION HERE AS WELL. Yes, there are prizes, cash and CD prizes, plus your name tacked on as our logo creator (yay fame!).

Go join nao. I know there are so many talented artists out there. Haha.

Plus who doesn't like CDs and money?

 

Well good luck with the then. :)

I may give it a shot, if the deadline is December 24th I can probably make something up by then.

Aaand if I fail and don't get anything made, I totally vote or 1 or 5

 

I'm entering as well, though I'm going to do collab with someone (if anyone opts to do collab with me). I can't really win anything for myself. Musick is free and the money is coming from my pockets, but if the collab piece wins, the prizes will go to the partner who helps me. Haha.

 

Collabs are fun, it's nice working with another person on something.

 

....I think my boyfriend is mad at me.....

Larxene Larxene: but he died very slowly xD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Now I'm going to be eternally scared when you go up to me and say that
Larxene Larxene: lol
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Seriously DX
Alkasirn Alkasirn: "I love joo" "WHY!? DX!!!"
Alkasirn Alkasirn: and buu slow death
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Slow deaths should be reserved for people who have repeatedly pissed off hundreds of people DX
Larxene Larxene: LOL i used his own creations against him
Alkasirn Alkasirn: creations?
Larxene Larxene: kinda poisoned him i guess u could say
Larxene Larxene: XD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Poison? ,_,
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Eh then depends on the poison
Larxene Larxene: so the last oh....hour of his life he was trying to work on something to fix the problem.....with an antidote that he hadnt created yet. but he didnt make it in time.
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ._.
Larxene Larxene: it was funny
Larxene Larxene: i watched
Alkasirn Alkasirn: That's sad DX
Larxene Larxene: no srsly it was funny
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Seriously sad DX
Larxene Larxene: cause he was all running back n forth trying to work
Larxene Larxene: XD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX!!!
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Did he say anything that whole time? DX
Larxene Larxene: Ya it was funny when he was working, he was listing off things he should do to make it and thinking out loud xD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX DX DX
Larxene Larxene: im liek dude
Larxene Larxene: xD
Larxene Larxene: ur gunna die
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Did he say anything directly to you or was it just "DX NUES"
Larxene Larxene: He was more of too in a rush to say anything but he did ask me why
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Ohes DX
Larxene Larxene: he asked me it at the end after he gave up
Larxene Larxene: XD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Strange timing DX
Larxene Larxene: well not really gave up...but waaaaay to sick to go on trying
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX
Larxene Larxene: it was funny. the whole time he was like so detrmined and 'im not going to die im not going to die' then at the end his whole expressions jhust changed and he was looking like '...im going to die...'
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX
Larxene Larxene: ^^ funny
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Nues DX
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ,_,
Larxene Larxene: his last words was confizzling tho ^^
Larxene Larxene: it coffizle dme
Alkasirn Alkasirn: What did he say? D8
Larxene Larxene: *CONFIZZLERD
Larxene Larxene: agh
Larxene Larxene: *CONFIZZLERF
Larxene Larxene: -_-
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Confizzlerf DX
Larxene Larxene: *CONFIZZLED
Alkasirn Alkasirn: I should rename myself from Alkasirn to Confizzlerf
Larxene Larxene: XD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Anyway! What did he say? DX
Larxene Larxene: well after hes like '....im going to die...' he looked at me and told me 'i only wanted to know' and he was gonna say something else and he died
Alkasirn Alkasirn: DX
Larxene Larxene: and his eyes! they were all watery and pretty ^^
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Isn't that kinda obvious? He wanted to know whatever the result of his experiment was DX
Larxene Larxene: oh ya i forgot about teh experiment
Larxene Larxene: makes sense
Larxene Larxene: xD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ,_,
Alkasirn Alkasirn: Isn't the experiment the whole reason you killed him in the first place?
Larxene Larxene: ya i t was just so funny i forgot the reason xD
Alkasirn Alkasirn: ,_,
Larxene Larxene: ^-^

-----
Then he logged off.

You think he's mad at me....?

(I didn't really kill Vexen by the way. My boyfriend just always is a sarcastic arse so this was payback. I think he really believes me though. Not that my boyfriend should care about Vexen...he barely knows him.)

 

It doesn't really seem like he's mad to me.

Nah, pretty sure he's just playing along...if not... maybe tell him to get a better brain. It's kinda obvious you're kidding about killing him.

 

I still honestly feel like killing him. For serious.

I just like him too much to go through with it. Le sigh.