It has been brought to my attention that my attitude as of late has been b!tchier than normal. I actually kind of feel like can’t do anything right where this place and my attitude are concerned, it is like I am always too this or too that or not enough of the other, but I guess I can’t please everyone all the time. Sometimes I kind of wish I could split myself into a million tiny pieces so that everyone could have the CtR that they want and I wouldn’t have to try so bloody hard and feel like I’m letting people down so much all the time. Anyway, before I go off on a tangent. If you have been offended by my behaviour or my attitude as of late, I am sorry. I have a quick temper and I don’t always think before I post. I never actually mean to upset anyone or attack anyone, but I guess everyone slips at times. Anyway, I’m sorry, and I’ll keep a better check on my attitude from now on. I dislike admitting when I am wrong, even more so than I hate being wrong. So that should tell you I’m serious. All I've done is succeed in alienating people and getting people mad at me, and I kind of want to stop losing friends because they think "I've changed". I have changed, it is true, but people change and that is normal, though I think recently more than ever I've changed in the worst ways. I’m sorry for being such a cow, and I’m sorry for letting people down with my attitude. I'll keep a better check over it from now. Love, CtR
While I think it's admirable of you to apologize, I really don't think it's necessary. We're all *****es on here sometimes, but it's better just to put it behind you, move on, and try to be better in the future. It's impossible to please everyone, and acting a certain way to attempt to is useless. :] We all (or at least I) like you just fine the way that you are, and who cares if you've changed? Like you said, it's normal.
This^. I don't see you do anything you should apologize for. And even so, everyone here can be and usually are jerks. If someone else doesn't like it, they can suck a dick.
Whew... I don't think you have to apologise. People have to accept that others do get irritable sometimes.
Well you never get angry at people unless you have good reason, as most people do. You've made a few of these threads in the past and you obviously care, but you don't have to go to such lengths to make peace with yourself. We all accept you. I personally think you're a sweetheart, so don't beat yourself up. c:
This is humorous. Today, I had an extensive conversation with a friend of mine about moral prejudices. Either way Kayleah, you haven't been acting rude. Well, not to those that don't deserve it anyway.
Dude that would be awesome. We'd have a bunch of little CtRs all over the place just running around and excavating things or whatever CtR does. x3
I thought you've been quite fair in recent times on the forum. Unless you mean in general then ignore my post.
This thread scared me. Dalk may like the idea of a million of you. I, however, would be mortally afraid of all those dragons consuming the planet and beating my high score in tetris.
^This. *huggles in desparation* We wuv you, Kayleah! Don't split yourself into millions of pieces for dragons to invade and beat him at tetris! Seriously, don't feel so bad about this. The worst you've ever done on this thread is make several n00bs wet themselves. I was mildly annoyed by this, because I had the urine mop at the time, and had to clean it up. >_<
xD Yeah I do think I have a tendency to over-react at times. I think this would be one of them, but I think I needed to do this, and you are so right, I physically can’t please everyone, as frustrating as that is for me to realise. Thank you <3 I have my moments, trust me. I’m not proud of it but I do. Lately I have been rather a lot more aggressive than normal. Heck I have been increasingly for a while now. Thank you though xD Someone said something to me that really is very true, I won’t put it word for word but it was along the lines of just ‘cause others will be ******s, it doesn’t give me the right to be too. I really should know better than that. I may not be the worst, and for sure others can be dicks at times, but that doesn’t give me an excuse to be. I knew I was being too harsh but I didn’t care, for that I’m sorry. I think it is more that I need to accept myself that I get irritable at times xD I always do this, I get pissed, lash out and then feel guilty for the rest of forever. :glomp: I think too many people have said differently for me to feel as though an apology wasn’t owed. I do care, I really do xD it is actually embarrassing how much so. I will be honest, if I didn’t make this thread, I’d be beating myself up for it for the next two weeks. I know what it is like to be on the receiving end of someone else’s insults/attacks, and I feel really ****** for doing the same to other people. Thank you though <3 A few people have hinted as such recently to be honest. If it had just been one person I would have more than likely dismissed it, but a few people have said things recently which is making me look at both myself and my behaviour in a way I really do not like. I don’t feel anything negative to the people who complained, more thankful at the fact it opened my eyes. Thanks Pickle <3 but to be honest, it really isn’t my place to judge who does or does not deserve whether someone deserves it you know? Sometimes I get so caught up in doing what I think is right that I forget the person I’m bashing at is human too. As I said though, that isn’t an excuse really, thanks though, I appreciate it <3 I really want to sig quote that, millions of tiny archaeologist CtRs, think of the time and money I could save on digs @_@ Thank you, and yes, it was the forum I was mainly referring to. As far as I’m aware nobody has said anything about my behaviour on MSN D: Are you kidding me? I saw your new high score earlier and nearly cried D: no way in heck is there anyway I’ll be anywhere near close to that. Though maybe if I had a million clones I could do it ;D :x the thing is though, they might be noobs to you or I but that doesn’t mean they don’t feel too. Like I was one of the biggest noobs the site has ever had, but ****, I remember so many times I got really upset because some big bad member stomped along and squished me underfoot. Aggression won’t help anything, it just adds to it. *huggles back* ;B I am sorry to you too, I have been a ***** to you on more than one occasion and I really had to reason to. Most definitely accepted <3 I’d like for us to be on a completely clean slate :glomp: Ok, thanks guys, I still feel pretty ****** to be honest, but I feel better than I did. I know everyone has their moments, and it is part of being human, I just wish I had better control over my temper and my patience. I used to be known as being nice gaspshockhorror xD now I think I’m more known for my temper and my crueller side. I think I need to actually look at myself seriously this time, I really never thought about the fact I was hurting other people. Thanks again loves, you know how to make a girl feel loved <333
Agreed with Misty's statement. But I have to say this isnt major...its not like any shitstorms have started up or anything like that, so yeah, no need to apologize. One of the things I have noticed though is that most of the time when you post it is in big chunks like this, like you're making some sort of major statement. Just saying of course.
Enough! You apologize one more time, and I'm taking you hostage by way of leafblower and waffle/pancake, blueberry batter!
Don't take it personally! I was just pointing that out! Besides, who said they were bad? Someone's got to keep making em when Repliku's away. Although I must say I do like variety is all :P
