Roxas's Decision

Yes it matches... but one thing bugs me:
She had reddish-blonde hair that fell to a tiny bit below her shoulders and fell into her face. There was a pale blue head band in her hair.
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It falls in her face while she's wearing a head band?
And in the pic it, to me, doesn't seem like its falling into her face.
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::music plays::
Detail Force... >_<
Woah I am random!
::gets smacked::
O_o

 

I meant to say that she has bangs but I wanted to describe it differently

as for the head band...I don't know, it's just there not doing much

and I'm not very artistic so I just drew what I saw and it turns out close to what was in my head but not excatly

 

I wish I was somewhat artisitc. I think the best thing I ever drew was a sketch for this little person I had to make in my sculpture class. >_<

 

I can sorta of draw

But when I try to draw it doesn't turn out as well as when I'm just drawing for fun with random inspriation

like this could have turned out better if I wasn't drawing it late at night

I might draw a better picture later today and post it up

Here's Chapter Three. It is long by my standards. Hope you like it!

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Chapter Three


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Flash Back

“You didn’t want to leave her. You still like her!†Kairi was even madder than before.

Kairi push a note into Roxas’s hand and closed the door. Roxas slowly unfolded the note and a sad look spread across his face.

End of Flash Back

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Outside of Kairi’s Room

Roxas looked down at the note a reread it, just to make sure that he read it right. There was a message in her neat hand writing. He wasn’t sure what to think. He didn’t know whether he should just accept it or if he should barge back into Kairi’s room.

He created a corridor of darkness back to his room. For now he just read the note over and over again:

Dear Roxas,

I really like you, a lot. It’s just now that Sasha’s here, I know that things won’t be the same. It’s the same story that I have seen again and again. And old friend returns and things go back to the way they were, before all of the new friends. I really don’t want us to be over, but I don’t want to be hurt. I can’t be hurt again. But I know what you are going through. When I saw Sora again it was just amazing. I wanted things to be great again. I thought it would be just like old times and it was. The same thing is going to happen to you. I don’t want to get hurt. I really am sorry Roxas.

-Kairi

Yeah it didn’t say love Kairi or even your friend Kairi. It just said Kairi. One line replayed over and over in his head. I can’t be hurt again. What did she mean by that? What had happened to her before?

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The Castle that Never Was: Roxas’s Room

Roxas sighed and sat down on his bed. He was so confused. Did he like Kairi? Did he like Sasha? Did he like them both? Who did he like better? He had no idea.

He had always liked Sasha and he knew everything about her. He could tell what she thinking almost. They told each other everything and were best friends. He knew that if he was with her he would be happy and could be honest. He knew how much he liked her. He knew how much fun they would always have. But he knew the problems that were there before too. Like the problem was that he knew her so well. There were no surprises. She could always tell what he was about to do and vice versa. Where’s the fun?

Kairi was another story completely. He hardly knew her. He didn’t know about her past and he didn’t know what she wanted for her future. But it was awesome not knowing her. Every day was a surprise. He never would get bored. They also had fun together. But there were problems. They hardly trusted each other. He couldn’t tell what she was feeling, he didn’t know her well enough.

So who does he go with? The girl he knows too well, or the girl doesn’t know enough about? Or is there another option still that he has yet to know about?

He stayed up thinking for a while before he slowly went to sleep.

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He slowly opened his eyes. Sasha was sitting next to him on his bed. She looked really pretty.

“Hey Roxas, I heard about what happened between you and Kairi. I guess that means we can be together now!†She hugged him.

“Sasha, I don’t know.â€

“Don’t worry! It will be great. Just like old times even better!†She smiled and gave him another hug.

“Yeah, I guess you are right. Just like old times. Things were great back then. It was just you and me and we always had so much fun.â€

Sasha giggled. “Yeah it was fun. I really liked the time back in February.â€

“Yeah that was great.â€

“But that was all before I knew the truth.â€

“The truth? What are you talking about?â€

“You don’t need to lie to me any more Roxas. Olette told me all about what happened. I got over being hurt though. I figured it was just a game. No big deal. Even if you were still going out with me, I guess you didn’t have control. It wasn’t your fault.â€

“I’m sorry; I didn’t think you’d ever know.â€

“Well I do know, but it’s all in the past. Things will be great. Things will go back to just how they used to be.â€

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Suddenly Roxas woke up. It had all been a dream. That dream sure had brought back memories though. The one in from February was a great memory.

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Flash Back

It was a cold day. They had gotten out of school early because it was starting to snow hard. Roxas was walking home from school with Sasha. There was snow gently falling down. She looked so pretty with bright red cheeks and snow in her hair. She looked cold though and was shivering.

“Roxie, can we hurry up? I’m getting cold.â€

Roxas smiled and placed his arm around her. “Does that help?â€

“Yeah, it does, a lot.†She was smiling and leaned in closer to Roxas for warmth.

Roxas felt something come over him. He felt the need to kiss her. He could tell it was the perfect time. It was a beautiful day and she looked so cute and he needed her and. He knew he should. He knew she wouldn’t turn him away. He was nervous, he had never kissed a girl before. He had no idea what to do when he actually kissed her. He put all of his thoughts aside and leaned into her slowly. They were already quite close to each other so he didn’t have far to lean in. He was facing her gorgeous blue eyes now. He was so close to her now. He knew that he couldn’t go back. He kissed her. There was just this feeling so great. So amazing. He liked it a lot. Bashfully, he pulled away and continued to walk as if nothing had even happened.

End of Flash Back

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Wow, he hadn’t thought of that day for a long time. He then thought of when he first kissed Kairi.

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Flash Back

He laughed and looked up at her. “The sun is almost up. It is just so great. But then again, next to you it’s nothing.†He smiled.

Kairi was looking at him smiling. Wow, that was really cheesy. I am a total idiot! He stated to inch closer to her. She looked up.

What should I do?

Should I turn away?

Should I kiss her?

Should I get up and leave?

Well I do like her.

She is nice.

She is cute.

Ever so slowly, they got closer and closer to each other. There was no more room left between them.

It was too late.

He could no longer turn back.

Their lips touched lightly against each others.

End of Flash Back

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When he thought of both of those days, it was obvious which one he liked better. But then he still had kept the second thing from Sasha for all of these years. What if he did tell her? What would she do?

He knew he would tell her. He sat up in bed and looked over to the table with his clock on it. There was a note.

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End of Chapter

Cliff Hangers = Love

I hope you liked the bit from Kairi's Choice, just from Roxas's point of view instead of Kairi's

Who hurt Kairi?
What does the note say?
What did Roxas do?

We shall see in the next chapter

comment please :)

 

Sounds like classic high school drama! XD
More notes and cliff hangers! BAH! :D
Cliff hangers and I now have a love/hate relationship...lol
:p

 

Yep, they are high schoolers (If they go to school anymore?)

but I love cliffhangers: reader or writer I think they are awesome

don't expect another chapter for a bit, tommorrow's monday

 

Deliciously spicy cliffhanger make Alice cryyyyyy ;_;

 

Lol... yes good cliff hanger! :D
It's just cliff hangers and I are having a love/hate relationship.
I love them... but I hate the wait lol.
XD

 

I like cliffhangers

The wait will be long, you can thank my teachers who oh so generously give out homework

haha, I mean oh I'm sorry :)

So you like the story after all?

 

I'm painfully susceptible to quality romantic fanfictions, regardless of the characters. X3

 

:)

next chapter will be out today or tomorrow :)

 

SWEEEEEEEET!!!!!

i dunno why, but when i read about Sasha, the words 'Demon Child' just scream in my mind...

*shrugs* but thats just me :)

Great job! :D

 

Demon Child? haha *laughs* Sasha demon child? there is so much that you don't know about her yet


oh and note to all readers:

A better picture will be up with the next chapter, you can thank my random doodles for that. It's on note book paper though, but it is much better than the first was

also

my friend reminded me of a band concert tomorrow night

that mean no new chapter.... :(

 

Here's a better picture, more blurry and smaller, but better:

http://i195.photobucket.com/albums/z15/dancecat120/sasha.jpg

chapter four is out.

Who will Roxas Chose?
What did the note say?
What made Kairi hurt?
What did Roxas do?

Only Reading the chapter will tell

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Chapter Four



The Castle that Never Was: Roxas’s Room


He stared at the note. There couldn’t be another note from Kairi! She had already spoken her mind to him. Maybe it was a note from her apologizing. Nah that couldn’t be. She had seemed pretty upset.

But what if it was from Sasha? If Sasha was mad, things got bad. Most people always saw the cute, fun, giggly, happy, hyper Sasha. Roxas used to be one of those people. There had been only one time when he had seen the demon side of her.

She never had been one to get violent. She never had been one to curse. She never had been one to even think a bad thought. She seemed so nice and perfect. She seemed like the calmest person ever. She had her ways to be so incredibly evil, it wasn’t even funny. He didn’t even want to think of that one time, that one day. He had done something wrong. But it was nothing compared to the other thing that he had done.

Despite his better thinking, he knew to think back to that day.

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Flash Back

Roxas was sitting in third period science. Sasha sat at the desk next to him. This was before he knew she liked him, before he liked her. They were best friends, but this was much before any of that.

They were in 6th grade. Sasha used to be a huge pigtail fan. She didn’t have the annoying high ones, but the low ones that fell down her back. That day her hair was in two pigtails and she had on a brown tank top with a plaid mini skirt. She had just dropped her pencil on the floor and reached down to get it. Did I mention how short her skirt was? Both of them reached down to get the pencil. Sasha reached it first. Roxas had seen her under wear. He quietly giggled and kept it to himself for the rest of the period.

After class was over, he went to talk to all of his friends. He told them the story. Pretty soon the whole 6th grade was talking about Sasha’s hot pink (with purple hearts) under wear. Sasha had no idea why went ever anyone looked at her they would laugh. One of her friends told her. Roxas was right there when it happened. He saw her face then bright red and then her eyes started to tear. In a second, she pinched her wrist and then that happy look returned on her face as if nothing had happened.

After the last bell was over, she asked if they could walk home together. That wasn’t really a weird thing for them to do, so Roxas said yes. After they were a few blocks away from school, she asked if she could talk to him.

Roxas nodded and looked up at her. She pinched her wrist again. Slowly tears formed in hear eyes. Her eyes looked different. Instead of being their normal blue, they turned completely white and her face drained of color. She looked at him. And he had no idea what came over him. He heard her say nothing. She just continued walking in tears.

A few of those tears landed on Roxas. When they landed on him he had a flash back of their friendship and then he felt a sharp pain in the back of his neck that felt like it was burning. He turned to see that her eyes were back to normal.

End of Flashback

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He didn’t even know what she had done. She had some how brought on a flash back of their friend ship creating guilt. Her tears made him feel horrible. The physical burning pain had been nothing compared to the emotional pain that he had felt. He knew that if he told Sasha was had happened, he would be dead. He would be done for. He could not tell her.

Suddenly he focused his attention back to the note. He slowly unfolded it.

Dear Roxas,

I am sorry to have to leave like this. I don’t want to ruin what you and Kairi have going. I know that I can fully trust you and that you have never kept anything from me. I also know that while we were together, you never did anything against me. So it wouldn’t be right for me to interfere with you and Kairi. So I am leaving. If you ever change your mind, I still live in the same place. Use your portal to darkness to get to me.

Love,
Sasha
The sharp pain returned. The way she signed love it was so nice. She was amazing with guilt. She must know. The way she mentioned we never keep anything from each other. The way she said that he had never done anything with anyone else while they were together. There was no way she didn’t know.

Right now that was no big deal he wanted to go see Kairi.

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Destiny Island

Roxas stood on the beach. He watched Kairi, Sora, and Riku swimming in the water. It was a warm day. The sky was bright blue with not clouds at all.

“Kairi, come out, we need to talk!†Roxas yelled to her.

He watched her. She got out of the water and stopped laughing. She was dripping wet. Slowly, she arrived on shore to where Roxas was. “What do you want?†She said tapping her foot. Roxas pushed the note into her hand, the note from Sasha. He watched as she read it. A look spread across her face. “Roxas, are you sure she is gone?†Roxas looked at her and nodded. “Roxas, lets go somewhere else.â€

She led him to her house and told him to wait outside for a bit while she changed. He waited patiently. About ten minutes later, she came out. She was wearing short brown shorts and a white tank top.

“Roxas, I don’t know. It’s just what happens when school starts up again? I won’t see you as much and you won’t see me. I will make more friends. There will be someone else. And with you and Sasha, you are so right for each other. I just want you to do what will make you happy. Roxas, I think even with her out of the picture, I want us to be over. I had been thinking of a way to tell you for so long. When she came back, there was my excuse. So I would rather us just be friends.†Kairi said. She looked up at him with a look of sadness and happiness on her face.

Roxas stood there, speechless for a few moments. He needed to think it over. He knew that he really had wanted to be with Sasha, he just didn’t think that this would be how to achieve it. “I understand completely. I get it and I see how you feel. I guess I really am happy that this is how it turned out. But I still will visit you sometimes. I still will come in. But one question, in the note you said you couldn’t be hurt again. What happened?â€

Kairi laughed for a second. “Oh, nothing happened. I just wanted to get it out there, see how you’d react.â€

Roxas laughed too. “Yeah, I’m glad that’s all it was.â€

“Friends?†Kairi said putting out her hand.

“Yeah, friends.†Roxas said and shook her hand.

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The Castle that Never Was: Roxas’s Room

Roxas now had made his decision. Well it had been made for him, but still, now he knew what would happen. He knew he would be with Sasha. It really was for the better that it happened like this. It was hard to describe, but it just felt right to be with her. Sasha was a much better decision than Kairi.

He still had to of course find her and talk to her. He still had to straighten out her view on Kairi and Roxas. He could now share all of the exciting stories with her. Things really could be back to normal. Things could be even better almost.

But there was still one thing, one more problem. He knew he had to do the right thing. He knew that he had to tell Sasha. If he didn’t he would feel horrible. Every time he was around her, it would be a lie. He couldn’t lie to her. Every time she said we are best friends that can tell each other everything, it would be a lie. He couldn’t lie to her. He had to be truthful. No more lying. He had to tell her. He had to tell her about-


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End of Chapter

Did I mention I love cliff hangers?

Sorry for the wait

Comments = :D

don't expect chapter five for a day or two

 

Awesome!!!

Great job! :D I think i know what he has to tell her...

 

I think you don't

It has nothing to do with Xed

 

I wasn't thinking it had to do with Xed...

*gets off computer for now*

 

I doubt you know...

(being the fact that I don't know yet)

haha jk, I know

 

Hey your pretty good with these stories (hella better than mine) maybe you should do like a sora's choice, no one ever does sora with these (can't remember word) "events" (something like that.)

 

That's a good idea but...

1. I would come up with another word for choice :)

2. There aren't many people for Sora to chose between without me making up a character

But still good idea

Chapter Five tonight or tommorrow night depending on my productivity