Return of Kira

"I didn't mean it to sound like I was saying that..." She protested quietly. "Just stating a fact. I'm just one of those people, the ones that get tricked and sh*t. I'm not the way I am for no reason..."

OOC- Ah, crap... I was getting started on something here >< Damn. Oh well... I kinda should of gone to bed two hours ago...<_< >_>

 

"So you're telling me that I'm one of those types of people who purposly takes advantage of people like you. Good to know" he said with a sad sigh.

ooc: well, maybe just a few more posts...

 

"No, I'm not saying that at all." Blondie protested slightly louder that time.

OOC- Yeah lol.

 

"Then what exsactly are you protesting?" he asked

ooc: technicly, this has nothing to do with the main plot anyways. After 2nite, we'll stop, but until then, let's finish this up

 

"I'm saying I don't care if you treat me like sh*t and use me! Do whatever... I don't care... Only use I'll be to you."

OOC- Yeah. Agreed XD

 

"So then you would prefer it if I used you?" matt asked, now confused

 

"I'm saying use me as you see fit... You want to order me around? I'll do it. You want me to leave? I'll do it... I just want to help as I can... And the only way I've ever been of help is when I've been used for a reason then left alone..."

 

"Well then you can be useful by doing what you think would be the most useful thing to do" matt asked, wanting to hear Blondie's oppinion

 

"I don't know what that is though! If I knew what else I could do I would of already done it..." She cried softly, feeling an utter disapointment to herself, to him and to the spirit of Kira.

 

"Oh cmon, you don't have to cry" matt said, now not knowing what to do. "It isn't like it is something that you need to cry about in the first place"

 

"Sorry..." She mumbled, wiping her warm wet tears from her face with both of her hands. "Sorry... I... I just..." Debbie stammered, stumblingg over every word.

 

"Please, don't cry. I never even knew that there was this kind of a side to you" he said.

ooc: hard to tell whether or not she is faken because of the tears. The tears make it real, but your sadistic nature implies that she most likely is faken. I just goins along with it anyways either way

 

OOC- That's something you'll have to decide on...

"No one ever does..." She mumbled, tears still falling thick and fast down her face.

 

Matt sighed. "Definatly not like yourself" he said as he layed his head back and closed his eyes

 

Blondie sniffed quietly for a moment before falling silent. Not moving, not making a sound. Just staring, staring at the fabric of the sofa.

 

"And now you're......silent?" matt said, confused by her actions.

 

"I was annoying you... Or at least... Frustrating you. So, I stopped wailing like a child so I wouldn't be a bother anymore..."

 

"Oh come now. You are the most useful person to me. You're able to get me information on the SPK's actions, you are supportive, you even know how to help me relieve stress. You can do much more then the others" matt said to her

 

Blondie smiled weakly at his words. Looking up at him through her long ashe blonde fringe.

 

"Besides, you staying quiet and crying just isn't like you. It becomes some what uncomforting to see someone of your standard act in such a way" matt said.