RETRY KH goes to High School :)

As he wrapped his arms around her waist, Zexion's body felt a shiver of pleasure. But again, a thought wandered into his mind. Is this truly love? Can I even truly feel this? He tried to shake it off and just let himself forget about it.

 

Namine rubbed the back of his head slowly...

 

Xigbar enters and sees Zexion and Namine. "heh, well, this is interesting!" he sits down near them "I think I'll watch" he watches to two intently..."heh, heh,hope I'm not bothering you two"

 

At Namine's touch, Zexion felt delight grow within him, but his previous thought was still nagging at the back of his head. Just ignore it...don't think about it...focus only on Namine... he thought, trying to concentrate on the kiss. Just then, he heard Xigbar's voice, and he softly broke the kiss. "Xigbar, how did you get into Namine's room?" he asked, turning to him. Was the door still unlocked? he wondered, as his eyes traveled to the door.

 

Namine looked over at Xigbar.. She blushed heavilly..
"Get out of my room!!!!!!!!" she shouted pointing to the exit..

 

Xigbar continued watching them, "Aw, why'd ya stop? Oh yeah, the door, well I guess it wasn't locked. I wanted to ask you something...wait, dang it I forgot. Anyways, you two having fun? You even allowed to be doing this? Ah well, like I care. So, lil' Z, how's 'love' feel?" Xigbar then smiled widely. "well? how's it FEEL?"

 

Namine's fist tightened into a ball as she stood up and walked over to Xigbar....
"Listen here buddy...You can either walk your butt out of here, I'll kick your butt out of here, or you can show yourself out... Any of them work for me," she said folding her arms... She was a bit mad that he had invaded their privacy...
"If you remember what you were gonna say then come back when you remember..but for now, OUT!!!!!!!!" she shouted very angrily...

 

If Zexion had a heart, he would've felt pain, like a knife driven into him. But he felt nothing - it was hollow. Zexion opened his mouth to speak, but for once, he was at a loss for words. Feel...I...can't...but... He looked down at Namine, and he knew that if he said the wrong thing, she might start to cry or worse - hate him. "It feels..." he said, trying to think of the right word to say. "It makes me feel wonderful." At least, that's what my body feels...

 

Xigbar laughed loud "Go ahead and make me, kiddo!" just then, Lexaeus, walked in. "Xigbar! What're you doing bothering Namine?" "what? I was just having some fun!" Xigbar replied laughing. "leave, or I'll make you" Lexaeus returned "Whoa, whoa, okay, okay, big guy, I'm leavin', I'm leavin'...you're no fun..." Xigbar walked out. Lexaeus turned to leave but then he saw Zexion. Lexaeus just smirked. "Sorry about that, Namine, I'll try to keep him in line" he walked out and locked the door before he left. down the hall they heard "feel's wonderful does it? hahahaha!" and then silence.

 

Namine smiled at Lexaeus..

"Thank you," she said... When they walked out, Namine looked back over at Zexion...
"Now where were we?" she asked as she got close to him...

 

Zexion didn't say anything - he just looked down at the floor. How does it feel, Z? The words kept echoing within him, and the thoughts he kept trying to ignore flooded his mind instantly. How can I feel? What is this? What...what am I doing? Zexion closed his eyes and tried to calm himself. Namine's here...I can't let her know what I'm thinking... He opened his eyes and turned to Namine. He held her close and kissed her gently on the lips. "I believe we weren't finished..." he whispered softly.

 

Meanwhile, outside...
Xigbar and Lexaeus were walking together. "Why'd you kill the fun, bro?" Xigbar asked. Lexaeus stayed quiet. "What're you doin' makin' nice with Namine?" Xigar asked. Lexaeus remained quiet. "Dude, I thought you were on my side, I was just trying to help Z!" Lexaeus was still quiet. "he knows that he can't feel emotions, he knows that, he's just lying to himself AND his chick" Lexaeus remained quiet. "Dude, c'mon, I'm doing this for him, why'd ya have ta bring me down?" Lexaeus stopped and looked at Xigbar. "Namine would be crushed if she realized it, I don't want to see her sad" Lexaeus finally answered. "DUDE!? Since when did you care about that squirt?" Xigbar proclaimed. "She's...sweet..." Lexaeus answered. "What you wanna be her friend?" Xigbar asked. "She'd make a better friend than you..." Lexaeus finished, he then became silence once more. "Man...that's cold" Xigbar answered. And the two continued walking.

 

Namine smiled at Zexion.. She sat down on her bed pulling Zexion with her.. SHe wrapped her arms around him once more and kissed him softly on the lips... She closed her eyes..

 

Zexion put his arms around her again and deepened their kiss. As he closed his eyes, he caught sight of how riant Namine was. He didn't know what it was but something within him felt happy...or did he? Xigbar's words, his own thoughts, the fact that he knew he had no heart...it all swirled in his mind, and the answer was something he wasn't sure of - or something he didn't want to know. However, the more he thought of it, the greater the fear of it being the truth it became...but could he even feel fear itself?

 

Namine felt something wasn't right... She opened her eyes sadly, and took her arms off him.. She broke off the kiss gently...
"Whats wrong?" she asked putting her hand on his cheek

 

Zexion opened his eyes and looked into Namine's sad ones. Her soft touch made him want to tell her everything, but he couldn't. I can't tell her...she might worry about me...and I don't want her to think I've been tricking her...but I've been tricking myself as well...or have I? I...don't know anymore... Zexion gave her a warm smile and lied, "It's nothing." She'll never buy that... "It's just that I...I'm wondering if everything's okay with you...you seemed so upset earlier..."

 

"I'll be okay... I am worried about you though..." she said.. She really thought he did't want to be with her.. She was sad now.. Did he really love her.. Could she really feel his love? Did he feel her love? t was all to confusing for her...

 

"Why?" Zexion asked. "I love you...that's all that matters." Zexion truly hoped he meant what he said, but he wasn't sure...did he?

 

Namine gave him a pair of sad eyes.. SHe wished he would be honest with her.. She hugged him and held him close...

OOC: I almost put Natalie xD

 

Zexion embraced her and held her close. "I'm sorry," he apologized. "I...I've made you sad..." But I do love her...don't I? Don't I? He felt as if he was just asking himself the same question just so he wouldn't have to admit it as truth.

OOC: Earlier, I almost put Marluxia actually. XD