Random spit thread

I put down the gun and visit my friend's grave
And still don't understand the means that the end gave
And they say all answers are hidden in time
But I can't find the answers hidden in this rhyme
So I back track and reverse to the begining of the verse
And I go all the way to the ends of the earth
Returning home the place of my birth
Yet answers elude me and I don't know why
And I can't get it back as the time goes by
And the same questions remain as people ask why
Apathy means I can't feel those that pass by
And to any normal man I'm like a dead man walking
But when I rap I sound more like a dead man talking
But the casket reffused me when they tried take me out
And I won't go to a nut house cuz I'd just break out
There aint a place where I belong except for a throne
At the center of a 30 mile quarentine zone
Cuz my thoughts are so tainted that they infect the weak
And every other human is like an insect to me
But I'm done now and I want to get off this rock
I wonder if walmart got any rockets in stock