Please read, luvvies. ♥.

Hi, everyone.

Is it bad that I’m already getting that nervous knot in my stomach that I didn’t expect to feel until AFTER I’d posted this? It’s odd, really. Very odd indeed.
I’m going to be brutally honest, and say that I’m near enough done with khv and all who are in it. I don’t mean that offensively, but it’s just something that has seemed to happen over time with me.
I’ve opened up my social life massively, and it’s brought me to meet so many different people who have changed my life, to say the least. I’ve heard so many stories, got to know so many personalities, and it’s opened my eyes as to how much I have truly missed out on.
I’ve got myself a girlfriend. In fact, I’ve had two in the past month that I’ve barely scraped myself online. But my most recent has really changed me. She has made me into a happier person, she has stopped me drinking for the vast majority of my time, and she is just... someone special. Very special. And she deserves all my time, which consequently will take me away from here.

I’m deleting you all from my msn, excluding certain people who I feel I need here in my life.
Don’t expect to see me online there.
Don’t expect to see me on facebook.
It’s nothing personal, but I’m not going to keep you all in my life to be ignored.
Here’s a few Shout-outs...

Jakezy – I love you, darling. I really do. It’s sad that I’ve got tears in my eyes, because I never cry at soppy things like this. Don’t forget me, because I swear I will never forget you. I still have “♥City” on my bedroom wall, and I’m not going to take it off. I also have Emzy♥Jakezy on there, too.
I love you ♥

Styx – keep up with being one of the best mods on this site. I’m sorry we haven’t spoken recently. Good luck with your girlfriend, and if all goes pear-shaped, at least you have your amazing flirting skills right? Ha. I hope you have a good life, and I hope you stay safe.

The Fuk? – Oh wow, we had such amazing convo’s. Our sarcasm and wit cracked me up. Plus, we both have such a fabulous taste in music. When you meet her in August, have a good time. I don’t mean that in just a sexual way, I mean it in a way where you can just sit back and feel relaxed.
I’ll miss you, hun.

Rissy – Chin up, be strong, never lose your sexy accent. Keep listening to your awesome music, and be happy.

Harriet – Hm, good luck with the moderating job. Keep up with your patience. I’m also grateful for your consistent feedback on Flightless Wings, and I’m glad you enjoyed it. Good luck in life.

Wolfie – I’ve been such a ***** to you in the past, it’s quite laughable. I’m going to have to apologise for it, even though half of that shizzle was in humour to me. Good luck in life and all that. Relax a little, and try not to feel the stress.

Jake – Captain Hero, you big perverted bigot. I hate you, but love you all the same. Get yourself a girlfriend and be happy, gayboy. I’ll miss you.

And The Rest – for those who I’ve forgot to mention, and don’t catch me on msn because I’ve deleted you: good luck in life. You all have potential, and never forget that, because some day you will all use it and get somewhere. I sound like a motivational speaker here, but a few kind words never get taken badly in my eyes.

I hope you all smile when you read this. Smile and think “Yes, one ***** down, a thousand more to go.”


Love you all, one way or another.
Emzy, over and out. <3

 

Sweet dreams every time you sleep, and I hope your days are always happy <3 I won't say goodbye because I know we will be talking soon :glomp:

Don't forget that you too also have a tremendous amount of talent and potential <3 I wouldn't have been jealous of you for so long if you didn't :b

You've helped me through a ton of ****, and I can only hope I made up even halfway for that.

I meant what I said; you're stuck with me lovey.

<3 sunshine and smiley days for you

 

Emzyliciousssss
You just said we need to talk more ; ;

If you don't delete me, talk to you soon<333
If you do, It's been great<3

Either way, you're one of my favorites and I hope things even better for you.
Tell your mom I still owe her that drink.
Good luck<3

 

omg, I have a tear in my eye. That was really touching for a goodbye speech, you always have been good with words. xD

You've been a great member- you've caused a stir, brought talent to us and touched a few hearts in here. I really hope you have a good life, you deserve it. I'm so glad you've found someone to share happiness with.

Now give me a ****ing internet hug. >|

Best of luck. <3
Our doors are always open to you. :b

EDIT- I just looked at your msn screen name and got really sad that I would never see it again. >:

 

D'aw Emz. I really wish I had gotten to know you better, even though I actually met you like a few weeks ago.
You're really a sweet person, and very amusing. Blunt, but that's what I like about you.
I still stand with what I said about you being a lovely person, yet scary, lawl.

It's nice to know that you're having a wonderful life, because obviously a real life is always going to be better, but it's sad to see you go.

Stay safe dear, and enjoy your life. Stay away from stalkers and people who eat their own babies.

 

Awww, this sucks, but only in the smallest bit, because I see you're happy. That's all that matters, and that makes this much easier to take in. I hope we'll still keep in touch, good luck with everything. Always remember, you deserve to be happy, and I know you will be. I want to give you an enormous thanks, for helping me out with things, you know what I'm talking about. Thank you so much. I'll miss you, take care. c:

And we did have some pretty awesome convos, didn't we? xD

 

Aw, thanks a bunch. For everything that we've shared. I hope life goes well for you, and that you have the lovely girlfriends you want and more.
Do the thing you do, because it obviously is working. <3

See you around. :3

 

Hey Emzy.. Really sorry to hear about you leaving (you are truly one amazing member that will never be forgotten in my books, and I'll be looking foward to hearing from you sometime sweetie <3) but its great to know your life will make exciting new turns with your special girlfriend. I truly hope that all the best happens for you both. I'm here in case you need someone to talk to/randomly rant to, its the least I could do in return for being there for me. <3

There's so much I could say but currently because I'm writing on a ridiculous phone my speech'll take forever and a day to complete... I'll edit this later when I'm on a computer. Xx

I hope life will give as much fun and awesomeness to you as possible... You deserve it Emzy. ;)*I hope the future will also bring a lot of things to smile about, memories you'll always treasure. <3

Much Love,

Carla x

 

And here comes the urge to cry AGAIN. And I'm sorry I didn't see this earlier. Dx

I hope you do great in life, make a ton of more friends, and so much more~

Keep lovin' that girl of yours like it was me 'n such. <3

I'm going to miss you so much. I will NEVER forget you. And you made me feel so special because you did that to your wall, for me. I love you way too much. <33333

Good luck with everything. <3​

 

I kinda saw this coming, I just didn't know when it would happen.
You're making some radical changes, some that take a ton of courage to make, but sometimes it is necessary in order to feel like you've really started a new phase in your life. I kind of understand why you're going all this. Know that you're always welcome if you ever feel like retracing your steps. Take care, and I wish you the best of luck in life.

 

I'm kinda late. I always try to ignore the departure lobby, since goodbyes are kinda sad.

To be honest, I knew that you were very emotionally driven, and that you've had your ups and downs, but now that you seem free, and happy, it makes me happy for you. You deserve being happy.

You're such a talented writer, and a talented person overall. I'm kinda hoping to read more of you, or that you at least check around here once in a while. It's not like we won't miss you. I'm sure that you're pretty happy now, so as long as it stays that way, you can go enjoy your life.

Best wishes.

 

If you're kinda late.....

Knew it would happen, we haven't really caught each other on msn much anyway. Good luck, and though you probably won't read this, just for the hell of it, I luv ya Emzy. We be the sexy girls foreva and eva. And I still want to go to a bar with you. So have fun with that girl, and try to come back once in a while. It's like chicken soup for the soul.