Please please tell me: Why I feel like hurting myself? Why I feel depressed? Why I feel like fighting? Why I feel like blocking my life out? Why I feel anti-social? Why, why, why??????
Is everything alright? You can PM me if you want someone to talk to, I don't mind I have nothing to do at the moment any way. But even if I did it wouldn't matter. *hugs* :3 I can bake you an epic cake if that helps.
Oh, I'm sorry. :c I hope that everything turns in your favor and I hope you get better soon! If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here and so is KHV. Hope to see you soon~! c:
Hormones...? Anyway, it could be plenty of things, but some of the bigger causes could just be that people are screwing around with you too much or that you just want someone you like to talk to you. Those two have happened to me but i've never been suicidal, though some people may call me Antisocial.
Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Pretty much whatever is going on right now is not worth killing yourself. Things will get better and if they don't right away then welcome to life. No one ever said it would be easy.
You feel like hurting yourself because someone's hurting you. You're feeling depressed because you're making room for nothing else. You feel like fighting because it's your last defense. You're blocking your life because you want nothing else in to hurt you. You feel like you're anti-social because you want no one else to hurt you. These are my guesses.
All of those are probably accurate. Although without any specific insight on what the actual problem is. I don't think we can help her much further.
Good guesses, but it's still difficult to just GUESS what the problems are. If you don't know then how will we? You're asking for answers to questions that we have no info on, and it's hard to be blunt when you're being vague...
This may shed some light on the subject: LINK It is to bad to see someone have to deal with that. Although and I can say this from personal experiences. In the face of death I was/would be anything but happy and judging by the "XD" in her post she seemed somewhat like her usual random self. That of course could be many things such as denial or a mask so she doesn't look vulnerable which is common to see.
The best answer that you'll get with just these questions is that you're going through one of those times. Everyone has funks over something, or a lot of things. I can say this from experience: Hurting yourself will only place you in other peoples' "crazy" lists, and you'll only grow more distant from others. Getting into fights will only make you angry, and make you feel worse than you already do. Being anit-social and blocking life out will NOT do anything. The best thing you can do to feel any better is to find a healthy, non-destructive way to live through whatever is bothering you. Trust me, just getting out whenever possible, and just living is the best way to feel better. That's the best I can say without prying into your personal matters.
If this was such an issue and you wanted to seek help about it then why not reply to your own thread? This thread is 100% useless without some insight. Plus its sorta old and you have been on like everyday and you ACT happy.
Nobody can answer some of these but yourself. If you feel depressed you should talk to someone or try to locate the source of the pain you feel.
I feel exactly the same :( you're not alone.. I do cut myself because i think of it as replacing the depression pain with real pain and sometimes i can't take life anymore