Organization 13 and guests go on a ... WTF ? A Disney Cruise ?! O.O Who wrote this ?

OOC- yeah... I might just cry from this... O.o I feel bad... lol...

Shigiku thought more confident thoughts... her light growing as she did so. Apparently her light was her confidence in herself... not her wanting to go back to her parents...

Namine smiled at this realization. "Axel... she still wants to stay with you..." she said, smiling... but she couldn't help but be sad as well. Shigiku was going to have to leave sooner or later...
Gently, she pushed Shigiku back until she was laying down flat on the bed. "Alright... that's good... nw you're going to need to relax... okay...?" Namine asked, looking down at her. "I don't know any of what you're about to see... and neither does Axel... but whatever happens... you need to try and take it the best you can..."

She saw Shigiku nod, a sign that she was ready. Namine turned to Axel. "Alright... her light will pull the memories out... and I'm going to need your energy to keep them in place... ready...?" Namine asked.

 

Kind of random...but....I think this dream had something to do with this RP.

http://www.kh-vids.net/showthread.php?t=29737&page=3

 

Axel didn't move for a minute, knowing very well he didn't want to, even if it wasn't her parents that was her light, but then he reluctantly placed his hand on her forehead without Naminé needing to guide him. The sooner they get this over, the sooner it will end. It was harder this time, he had to will himself to concentrate and clear out all obstacles, including the depresssing emotions, and especially when he would hear Shigiku cry or be in pain...he has to prepare himself for that, or else he'll definitely get easily distracted. He had to ignore it, because he knew how important this was despite his own feelings on it, and nothing can't go wrong. Gulping, he gave a weak smile at Shigiku, the best one he could at the moment, just to give her more comfort, "If it gets too much, you can hold my other free hand, or May or Muffin, or both..."

Not wanting to look at her anymore, he quickly closed his eyes, letting out a breath, as he began to focus his energy, getting the strength he needed to go through with this. "Ready..."

OOC: I just noticed...wow, a cruise ship and aliens xP. Tells you how much your mind picks up from this...

 

I know.........it's kind of weird.......plus it was one of the only dreams I clearly remembered in a looooong time......luckily nowadays if I'm scared or see a freaky movie.....and I go to sleep.....no nightmares......nothing at all........just a creepy foreboding feeling the next night before sleep.

 

OOC: I never have nightmares, I have that Dream Catcher thing, and it actually works *nods*. Never had bad dreams for, four years now, though I miss the excitement (you know, I like one part where I dreamt I was falling...the tingles in the stomach and everything *shudder*).

I dream of KH though....I knew I dreamt of Axel and Larxene once or twice, even Roxas...yet I don't remember what it was about...AT ALL. The only part I remember is kissing...lol xD, and giving Larxene character development, make her insecure and stuff (kind of what would've happened if she made it to KH2). It was weird too, because they looked exactly as they did in the game, so it was so real to me.

 

LUCKY! I've been trying to dream myself into the organization being friends with Axel and company......it NEVER FREAKING WORKS!......>_>.....*sigh*......I just dream of black.....and darkness........basically nothing.....

 

OOC- ohh... I have a blue dream catcher ^^ WARNING: NEVER pluck the loose hairs from the strings... or else you will have a REEEEEAAAALLLLYY bad nightmare... *shudders*

Namine nodded and put her hands over Axel's for what would hopefully be the last time... She searched around Shigiku's mind for anything... anything at all that was hidden deep within... And a little bit later she found one... and brought it forth... using Axel's energy to put it in place. It wasn't too bad... just her and her parents enjoying a day at the beach... She opened her eyes for a split second and saw Shigiku smiling. Then she closed her eyes again and looked for more... but the next one she found wasn't exactly the best thing for Shigiku to see...

She grasped onto the memory... she needed to bring it forth and show Shigiku but she couldn't bring herself to do it... But since she knew she had to... She went against all of her will and slowly dragged the memory up to where Shigiku could see it... and something churned in her stomach that made her feel sick... this was what they had been looking for... this was that memory...

Shigiku saw the first memory and smiled as she remembered the day at the beach that she had shared with her parents... it had been a rather fun day for her... her first trip to the beach, in fact... That made her desire to see her parents even greater than it was at the moment...

But once Namine found the second memory... Shigiku's smile faded. That couldn't have happened... could it have? But then that would mean... no... she didn't want to believe it... but it was one of her own memories... so it had to be true... She felt warm tears start to form in her eyes and she kept them closed, trying to hold them back... Well this explained what had happened in her dream...

 

OOC: Good thing I never touch it then ^^;.

Axel closed his eyes, giving more of his energy, never having to experience this sensation of seeing one's memories, and it wasn't long before the first memory popped in on his eyes. He felt that sense of sadness again, after he cleared it....even a bit of envy, but he pushed it away again with as much force as he could, knowing he couldn't have distractions. A day at the beach...they looked happy...that fact just pained him more, since that's even closer to losing Shigiku. Maybe after this, she'll want to return to them more...

He was relieved as he saw the memory vanish, the second one appearing after a few seconds, and he knew just from the dark look of it, it wasn't good, and he frowned, his chest squeezing as he didn't want to hear anything outside, in case of what goes on with Shigiku. It begins...

 

Namine could feel the sadness building inside of her as she looked at the second memory... this is exactly what they were looking for... but it certainly wasn't a good memory... None the less, Namine used Axel's energy to secure the memory in place. That was as far as they needed to go for now... She removed her hands from Axel's and stared down at Shigiku sadly. She remembered every bit of that dreadful memory now...

The Memory: Shigiku had been with her parents on Disney Private Island... because they hadn't been on the cruise... but they had lived somewhere near the island and had gone to visit. But what happened was that somebody... a man, no doubt... had attacked them from behind. He had come up behind Shigiku first... since she was the weakest... and had gotten her into a headlock. Her parents quickly turned around and saw in shock that their daughter was in danger of being hurt... so they begged him to leave her alone... and her dad asked him what he want. All he had said was "I want revenge..." before he had picked Shigiku up and thrown her into the water... that would explain the falling... and it was dark since it had been night time... The last thing that could be seen from the memory was her parents being taken away by the man... before it blacked out...

The reason Namine had not wanted to go any further was to make sure that Shigiku was okay... and to not throw it all on her at once. Gently, she took Shigiku's hand and helped her sit up. "Shigiku... are you okay so far...?" Namine asked. There were still many unawnsered questions...

Shigiku opened her eyes as Namine helped her sit up... but she didn't say anything. She felt immobilized at the moment... like a stake had just driven through her heart. So she had been trown into the water... but what had happened to her parents? And who was that guy...? More importantely... what did he mean by "revenge"? It was confusing to her... but she was more frightened as she remembered the feeling of the water engulfing her... she couldn't breathe... when she saw the memory it felt almost the same way... But she simply took a deep breath and nodded to awnser Namine's question... not wanting to speak at the moment.

OOC- I dunno why but I always use the "revenge" thing in rps... lol...

 

Axel bit his lip as he saw it clearly, because, even if he didn't like it, had had to take the memory into account as it was another clue, but it simply answered the question he thought it was true, that the man, whoever he was, took them, and they are either dead or held captive. Shigiku fell in the water...the falling, finally explained, and yet, they had still to know where were they, who was it, and why...why revenge? Some of the mystery was cleared, but they still needed a hint to see how they can search for them...did Shigiku know, however? Or was she just as confused and lost on who he was and where he took her parents as they were? If so, this would prove useless, unless they can uncover a memory where she heard her parents talking or any sort of discussion pertaining to the situation...

The good thing was, the worst was over, he thought so anyway.

Feeling Naminé take her hands away, he took his back as well, wondering if that was enough of her memory, or if they will stop for the while to rest, because they also had to fully place the remembrance of her life together again. Axel was still upset at having her go in the end, depending on the conclusion, but he knew after watching, that it was for the best. It was going to hurt a lot though, when the time came. He barely even listened to what Naminé was talking about, the realization seeping into his skin, though the little girl looked morbid and frozen, yet thankfully, she appeared alright...not too much damage.

Running a hand through Shigiku's silky hair, he gave her a impressed, but tender expression, "You did good, Shi, you didn't scream or shout or anything, you were strong. Don't worry, I think the bad part is over now...you can relax..." He glanced over at the blonde for a minute, wrapping a arm around Shigiku's shoulders tightly. "What is it that we do now? Recover the rest of the memory of her life? I...I want to complete it. What we saw....didn't give us alot...and maybe we can find some memory where she listened to her parents talk? Shigiku might be just as lost as we are..."

 

Shigiku was trying to be strong... but the memory was too painful. She felt tears building up in her eyes and she blinked to hold them back She wanted to get the rest over with as well... this wasn't an easy task...

Namine looked down at Shigiku. "I think we should wait a bit before moving on..." she said. "I know you want to get this over with... but we need to give her some time to calm down... and maybe she'll remember something that might be triggered by that memory if we give her a little time..." Namine said, looking back up at the redhead. Neither of them seemed to be taking it well... and Namine wasn't exactly doing to well, either. She felt like she would collapse any minute... and it wasn't only because of the memory... It was also because it took alot of her strength to pull the memories out...

 

Axel took the offering with heed, knowing he needed to rest a bit as well...just to relax, and calm his thoughts. He could also tell Naminé appeared a bit drained, and if the one who is working on the memories can't be feeling up to it, then they definitely need just a small break. Sighing, he stared at Shigiku...the thought of not seeing her again running in his mind, yet, he knew it was impossible to stop.

Noticing she wanted to cry, and was holding herself back, he repositioned himself in the bed, moving upwards until he twisted himself so his back was leaning against the head board, his legs spread out along the mattress, and halfway dangling over the edge of it. and in a swift move, picked Shigiku up. Placing her comfortably in his lap, he cuddled her sweetly and innocently, wrapping a arm around her in a hug along her neck, making her rest his head on his chest, while the other was lazily around her waist, the overall image appearing like a mother trying to put her child to sleep and soothing her or him after a bad nightmare.

Resting his chin on top of her head, he said, in a very tight voice that was about to crack, "Even the strongest can cry, Shi...so go ahead...we understand, never hold your sadness in, or else it can wreck you in the end if it gets too much."

That was a bit hypocritical of him though, since he was doing the same thing in hiding it, but he didn't want Shigiku to be like that.

 

She sat up on the roof then jumped down.

.......yeah.......I guess I will change.......I'm still half of Angel.......half of her dark side.......I'll still probably pull pranks.....get revenge......but sure........I guess I'll be......"kind" as well.......well......first things first.....better apologize to Vexen and Saix......wherever they are.......maybe the pool....

She headed towards it.

 

OOC- sorry if i log on and off... I feel ill tonight and my parents are trying to get me to hang out with them >.<

I'll be back in a bit to reply...

 

OOC: Is okay, if you're feeling ill and stuff. And, lol, your parents are trying to get you to hang out xD (my mom does it too. Karaoke time!)

 

..........O.o.........my parents don't do that........except when there's time to watch a movie........but other than that.....zip......I'm debating on whether or not to get Xengla to interfere again and spout a few words of wisdom to Axel.

 

OOC: Go ahead if you want ^^. Though he is babying Shigiku at the moment :P.

 

Yes!

BIC-.......can't find them.....better apologize some other time.....

Although she was feeling somewhat happy for not being able to apologize.

It'd be too awkward.......well......where now?......maybe Axel........and apologize to him......even though I really didn't do anything to him.......as of yet...........but might as well see how Shigiku's doing truly this time.......where is he anyway?......

She decided to check a computer.

Okay......okay....how do we do this?.......I see why she didn't really like these things that much.......too complicated......Directory! Aha!......let's see........here......hmm....okay.....better jot the room down....

She headed over there.

 

OOC: He's still in Naminé's room @.@...

 

OOC- I'm back ^^ my parents wanted me to watch the simpsons movie... :sweatdrop:

shoot nobody's here... >_> well if anybody gets on then I'll be here... ^^

Shigiku looked up at him, but just looked down... not wanting to cry. She wanted to be strong... and no matter what Axel said... she knew that crying was a sign of helplessness and weakness... but she couldn't help it... She felt the tears fall gently down her cheeks and looked at her hands as the tears landed on them. Why did all of this have to happen? Why did any of this have to happen...? She was glad that she could meet Axel in all of this... but she also wished that she could just live a normal life... WITHOUT memory problems or anything. I just want this all to end... she thought.

Namine sat down in a chair... alot of her energy was drained. But she looked over at the two and smiled. That was another reason why she hadn't wanted to use the inspector's energy... Shigiku didn't know him... and she probably wouldn't trust him... and Axel was always good at cheering her up... which was exactly what she needed.