I'm effing leaving it like that! jk People are getting accepted to university while I'm sitting here waiting for at least one university to offer me something but like I know I have like 5 freakin months of waiting. Plus all the people who already get in are like "Omg finally I thought I was never gonna get accepted with my super high average" or like "..got accepted.. no big" Yes it is huge ****ing deal, you got ****ing accepted to University.. the path to take to continue to do something with your ****ing life. I'm happy for them because they got in.. but seriously, try not to sound so cocky about it. There are some that are like "Admitted to (this university)" that's good enough for me, I'll be happy for you. -rants- Now, I'm just freaking out that I won't have the marks to get in, I was talking to a teacher and she believes that I need to go talk to someone cause she's afraid that I might be clinically depressed. my anxiety levels are like rising and stress is literally killing me. I cry every night being worried about life. I'm not motivated to do anything, but I still need to do my homework which is why I stay up at night trying to finish it. I hate this, I hate everything, it's just so ****ing dumb. OH and I just found out that some ****ing ****** bag ******* was asking about my marks behind my back. Thank god my friend was like "I'm not telling you". ***** seriously, he just needs to come to my face and ask me and I'll just tell him to **** off and suck my dick. He needs to get it through his head that I'm not going to tell him my marks so he can ****ing feel better about himself, that dumb *******.
Aw, Sabby. <3 Firstly, any university would be lucky to have you. I know you had a problem in your math class and that's okay, you're human, not everyone can get super high marks. The people who have been accepted already are just excited, you can't really blame them, right? It is a dash insensitive to people still waiting to hear, but think about it: if you were accepted to a school you knew was perfect for you, you'd be happy too. You just need to chill out. When I get like that I take a mental health day or two, sleep in, stay in my pjs, veg out, and just let myself breath. Sometimes you get so caught up in school and the day to day stuff that you don't get a chance to relax. Don't think of the work you're missing, don't think about troubles, just relax. It works wonders. And in the end, really, all you've got to do is wait. Waiting for something you really wants sucks, but if schools deny you then they're not right for you anyway. You'll find a place, you've just got to give it time.
Must... withhold... comment... But, I cannot really sympathize with your stress. I suppose that my priorities are a bit different... I am just riding this life until it ends. I am not concerned with success at all.
Yes. please. can't really take days off, cause I can't afford to miss out on anything. we're all different, I understand.
If your grades are hurting you you can always do what I did. Know that once you've reached each level people don't care about the level before it. i.e. people only care about high school grades until you get a assassiate's or bachlor's degree. It is far easier to get into a comunity college than a university and then you can focus on likly 3-4 classes at a time. And talking to the people I know who just recently made it through a four year school, they've said they were so burned out with the school and campus life that they wish they had gone to comunity college. So tell the big time universities they can go **** themselves while you go and get the same gen eds for a whole lot cheaper at another school. Once all is said and done no one will know or care that you didn't spend all four years at a University. And really once you've spent some time at your job your degree usually doesn't even matter all that much either (unless we're talking PHD here).
I know I've never really talked to you ever, but I understand what you're going through. D: People are ****** nozzles about grades at times. I've run into quite a few pretentious ones along the way, but all you can really do is ignore them. So what if they want to prance around about their getting accepted. Chances are, they probably don't even know what the **** they want to do once they get onto campus. I...do but that's not the point at all! And defz ripping off Misty here, but it's true: any college would be lucky to have you. D: You said in your post you worked up late in the night on homework; ha, I barely even manage to last past 10pm. And studying? Wtfisthatthing? |: The pain of waiting must seem like it's about to punch you into a tree, but I'm a thousand percent sure you'll get your acceptance letters in no time. c: Then in like twenty years, when you're all famous and shiz, I can point at the TV and be like "YEAH, I KNOW DAT SABBY CHICK FROM TEH INTERNET AND SHE WAS COOL AND I HARDLY TALKED TO HER BUT YEAH, SHE'S SUPA SMART AND SHIZ." Plummeh <3
I sometimes miss the stress of school and college. But work is in a whole 'nother league. Especially retail. It's not hard work in theory but sometimes everything and everyone seems to conspire against you. Find someone to talk to about your anxiety. I find ranting out loud does wonders. I've been feeling the blues lately too. Suspect it's just some seasonal thing. Anytime you need to unwind, feel free to drop me a line.
As it's generally bad courtesy to play devil's advocate in this situation, I think I'll drop a video about cats instead. [video=youtube;87p53rAD7Sk]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=87p53rAD7Sk[/video]
Don't worry Sabby (easier said then done I know), there is usually a lot of competition for University's anyway, there is just as much chance of them letting you in then not, all you have to do is wait. All you can do until then is concentrate on the work infront of you, and stress is horrible and I know people telling you to take a break makes you feel like "I haven't got that sort of time to waste!" but you just need to organise times when you can rest and when you can work. Trust me, no matter how much work you have, you just need at the very least 20 minutes a day of doing nothing, forgetting all the stresses and just relaxing. It'll pay off.
