I just want to get one thing out of my system. I lack motivation to do stuff. There is not much to do, I went out several times, celebrated the 4th of July, got Janus Cascade's ring necklace on the 1st... God, my actions are limited.
Philosophical lesson #1: Your actions are only limited by yourself and nothing else Yeah, I have no clue what I just said myself
Motivation is a talent that you obviously don't have My suggestion, stop doing things that require significant amounts of motivation. And if you're just poor then I suggest... 1. Blame your parents 2. Blame your shithole of a country
If you lack motivation, you have to force yourself to get better. Look, I've been regularly writing things on my iPod until like three or four in the morning. If you enjoy doing something, get yourself in the mood to do it. I'm pumping out fanfics like a beast while doing summer assignments for school, and I am the PINNACLE of "lack of motivation."
Which is band because you should be in bed, young lady B( Srsly though, just write a book or something man. Can't hurt.
Some options for you: 1. Learn a new language (http://www.memrise.com/ or http://livemocha.com/) 2. Learn C++ and use it to design a program, app, video game, or whatever you can think of Spoiler () 3. Compose sheet music (http://musescore.org/) 3a. Learn music theory to make your composed music potentially better Spoiler () 4. Pick up graphic art (Photoshop: http://www.webdesigndev.com/photoshop/760-photoshop-tutorials-for-web-graphic-designers GIMP: http://www.noupe.com/how-tos/30-exceptional-gimp-tutorials-and-resources.html)
You know, with C++, I could make an engine based off of a favorite RPG of mine, yet for some reason, I get extremely nervous about modeling characters from a 3D game, since games use Tri's. I mean it would be nice to finally get a good model of this monstrous looking Drifter, but I dunno how to make a good model like that in 3ds Max
