New XIII

This stinks having these two in my head the whole time... I know without them I wouldn't exist, but would that be such a bad thing really...

 

rexejon stopped before the room ''here you are'' rexejon said

 

"Thanks..." She said leaning against the wall, instead of Rexejon. She sighed again and rubbed her head before stumbling over to the door.

 

''no problem and if you need something just call me'' rexejon said and walked away

 

"Again. Thanks." Xemnai smiled before going into her room.

 

rexejon walked further and jumped of a balcony

 

Xemnai fell onto her bed and stared up at the celing "I darnd't fall asleep... just in case... and to make sure..." She turned on her stereo full blast.

It seems like every day
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right.

It's like I'm the one
you love to hate!
But not today!

So shut up shut up shut up!
Don't wanna hear it.

Get out get out get out!
Get out of my way.

Step up step up step up!
You'll never stop me.

Nothing you say today is gonna bring me down! ​

 

rexejon landed good on his feet

 

Xemnai sighed and carfully rolled onto her side, she stared with empty, blank eyes at the sheer white wall opposite her.

So, this is it... My life... I can't believe that I only had a couple of years and I've wasted it on everyone else... I've never done anything that was just for me... And, what's worse is that I don't have the time for that anymore... I'm just stuck between everything... and Nothing.

She felt the warm sting of tears in her eyes, and the slow trickle of them falling from her eyes and running down her face...

I hope, I really hope that there is some where for me to go after this is over... But... It feels like there isn't anymore... No where to go, just Darkness, Black, Empty Darkness....

 

''let's see'' rexejon aid and walked around

 

Xemnai had curled up into a ball on her bed, hugging her knees to her chest. The sheet stained with tears...

"I...just...can't...." She muttered to herself. Then suddenly she sat bolt upright. "I can't let this get to me, I'm not going to turn into some sulky, angsty whineing little sh*t." With a unusual flair of happiness Xemnai bounced of her bed and began to brush her long saphire blue hair in front of the mirror.

 

rexejon apeared in twilight town mansion ''long time no see mansion'' rexejon said and walked inside of it and walked to the room to the computer room and when he entered it he entered a password into a computer and one door opened and walked to the room with the pods and saw some sleeping people in it
''well i need to keep this for a secret'' rexejon said

 

Logan was walking around castle ´´Where is everybody?´´he asked himself sadly

 

Xemnai almost skipped out of her room.

Okay, now you're just being nausating...Whatever Xemnas, whatever.

 

Logan walked into meeting room and sat on his chair ´´It seems so....empty´´

 

Xemnai appeared in her chair, she was singing quietly to her self and fiddling with her hair...

"Do ya ever feel like breaking down... Oh Hi Logan."

 

´´Hi´´Logan said and smiled on her ´´Where were you?´´

 

rexejon apeared back in the castle

''should i tell them'' asked rexejon himself

 

"In my room, but before then? Good question. I collapsed again." She said leaning back in her chair.

I always feel so tiny in these damn chairs, Xemnas must of had a big butt...

I can hear you you know?

I know, don't care.

 

°°What is she thinking about?°°Logan asked Vexen in his mind ´´Are you okay now?´´