Need a break

I need a break from this site. I think I prolonged it basically because I was In roleplays, so I didn't want to just stop having a character in there or having an inactive reputation. [Not that my reputation is all that great around this place anyway.] But I posted I was going break on the more active ones.

Nonetheless even if I didn't post them in certain threads, most of the people I'm roleplaying with are in the same roleplays as me anyway so i guess that makes me feel better.

Well anyway the point is, I'm going away for a break. I don't know. I feel like I should. I think I'm just having a hard time with the summer transition from high school to college.

I'm having a hard time with things like financial aid and i think that college is just coming way too fast.

Not only that, but I feel like I'm in a short stage in which i feel disconnected with friends. More than usual. This summer seems extra lonesome, but I think I've been talking to friends more often. Or have I?

Then there's also the fact that I'm turning 18 on Sunday but I don't really feel all that great about it. I haven't really done anything that helps me feel like I'm read for "adulthood". And I know that seems like a stupid thing to say, but it feels more true. My life has had good, fulfilling moments, but I don't think that there has been enough to help me feel good. I don't feel like I've done enough
[Dare I do this]
I guess it's kind of like the aspirations in The Sims. Fulfilling aspirations makes for a more overall happy sim.

Considering I havent been in a relationship yet ever, I haven't yet kissed anyone. Prettybig aspiration on the Sims and for some reason, me.

I know that this isn't specifically important, but I feel kind of left out because practically everyone one of my friends has been in at least 1 relationship since I've known them. I don't even know how close I've actually come though. But then again that also doesn't help with my sexuality, but that's not currently important either.

I just want to talk to someone I'd feel comfortable talking with but unfortunatly I haven't been able to get in contact with said people as much as I would like to.

I just want to at least sit back and think about things more clearly. I just want to not worry about things like this. So I'm taking a break.

Need to clearsome other things that i prollydid notmentionon this site?

 

Yeah college does seem to be coming up pretty fast, Are you in the class of 2010 as well?
Oh and happy early birthday.
See ya dude

 

I graduated high school in 09

if that's what you are referring to

and thanks for Bday wishes

 

Come back soon, and happy birthday

 

Oh I wasn't sure if you were in high school or college. mybad

You're welcome

 

Have fun IRL. We all need a break some time.
Bye. :3

 

well, I might be on once and a while to talk on random threads or something.. I dont know really.