N/A's all over the place

I just finished in intro section, I went back two months (5 pages) and went through every thread.

Also, don't you dare try to imply that I am only deleting the posts of people who are not my friends. I do not believe in favouritism, so I actually would like an appology for that because I find that implication highly offensive.

Actually, I deleted some of yours yesterday >_>

Yes they are

Yes they are

Technically it is still the same template.

 

Fine, to stop this from getting worse i'm gonna stop here. I'll change my post ideals to your invisible rule based ones.

 

Oh you mean the ones that are posted and stickied in the section?

It takes a lot to actually get me mad at a member, and I mean a lot, 9 times out of 10 I hold back from saying anything even when they do get to me because it is not worth the arguments and the fighting, but I have to say, I am actually pretty ****ing pissed with you right now.

It is not my problem if you cannot read the rules or use some creativity in your replies.

Furthermore, implying that your posts are decreasing because you are not friends with the staff is a cowardly and low thing to do. I actually had a lot of respect for you as a member, but if you will sink so low to cover up the fact that you cannot make your posts worth it, then clearly that respect was misplaced.

 

Up until today I thought I was following the rules, I didn't think the rules implied typing smimilar things. I appologise for the favortism thing but sometimes it does seem likely even though it isn't and don't bullsh*t me with saying you repected me as a member its obvious you didn't from previous conversations in the spamzone.

 

Actually I did,

I would like to see these conversations that prove otherwise?


You can PM them to me where we will continue this discussion.

 

I don't keep records of months ago so there would be no point in PMing.

 

I know for a fact that being friends with some of the staff members doesn't get me anything special. I'm no different than any other member. And most of the staffies I'm friends with barely have time to talk to me because they're too busy taking care of the forum.​

 

However you remember them clearly enough to be able to decide what I do and don't think?

IIRC you were always the one who had an attitude with me, not the other way around.

I am fully aware that you find me to be rude and incapable, you have said as much before, but don't pretend that you know me well enough to be able to judge how I think. There is only one member that I can honestly say I have an intense dislike for and she is fully aware of who she is.

 

I though I had like 400 posts but I have like 300 something now.
But I don't know if I really did have 400.
I'm not sure...
But I haven't noticed any deleted threads.

 

Fair enough, I do admit I have a tendancy to over think things and then say them in an unnessisary manner but I do have my reasons behind my thinking which i'd rather not talk about.

 

How can I fix a problem if I don't know what the problem is?

 

Its not specifically aimed at you its a general problem of mine.
In honesty I do respect you and what you do here same with the other staff but I guess its my negative perspective blinding my judgement.

 

Discussing things can help a lot at times. We do genuinely want the best for our members and the site, but we aren't mind readers.

 

The last time I told someone my problems I became a troubled time bomb and that didn't end nicely >_>

 

The last time I went into HMV I walked into a glass door because I didn't realise it was a door and thought it was open, doesn't mean I wont ever go back in there.

Talking can help a lot, and one of the things I am good at is listening.

I'm not always some psycho ***** that stomps around you know =P

 

I know, I'll try sort it out myself first.
Anywho thanks for tollerating me being an ******* XD I think i'll go shut myself up for a bit. Sorry for all the crap I did.

 

Well if you decide sorting it out for yourself wont work, you know where to find me.

No problem, we all have our bad days, I apologise for snapping.

<3