My Shattered Heart...

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  1. Heaven's Angel Kingdom Keeper

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    A heart that's shattered,
    Cannot be repaired,
    But a heart that's broken,
    Can be fixed with time.

    I thought things were better,
    I thought I was over you,
    Now I look at you and see,
    The man I used to call mine.

    You broke my heart,
    No, shattered it, really,
    I see now I'll never get over you,
    My love still burns strong.

    I see the person inside,
    The man you've become,
    Or perhaps that's the person
    You've always been.

    You used me,
    Tossed me aside,
    Though it was months ago,
    I can't get over you.

    Every time I see you,
    My heart skips a beat,
    A sudden pang of hurt,
    Rushes through my veins.

    Why did I ever love you?
    I hardly even knew you,
    But you left you're mark,
    I'm scarred forever.

    Though the pain should be gone,
    It remains here with me,
    The burns you left on the remains of
    My shattered heart.


    Not really sure exactly why I wrote this... Got dumped a couple months ago... I thought I was over it, but when he tried to add me to his myspace again, I guess the hurt kind of came back...
     
  2. Last of the Organization Twilight Town Denizen

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    I'm so sorry Destiny...I have experienced this quite a few times as well...I hope the pain can atleast die down some...true it will never go away...but that is where moving on comes along...you don't need a boyfriend or girlfriend to be happy...true they can be great...but you have so many special friends and people that have been placed in your life that love and care about you so very much...may you know that God will always be there for you through these times in your life...please take care sis.
     
  3. Princess_of_hearts Destiny Islands Resident

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    that's a really beautiful poem. i'm sorry ur still hurting, you know we're all here for u for whatever you need. *hugs*
     
  4. Heaven's Angel Kingdom Keeper

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    Thank you, guys... Both of you. I really appreciate everything you've done for me... *hugs* I know, Last, I have tried to move on... The thing is, I can't seem to do that... No matter how hard I try, no matter how much I yell at him and try to get him to leave me and my friends alone, he keeps coming back... Adding me to his myspace, hanging out with my friends at school... It's hard to move on when he's everywhere I look. He's a jerk who I can tell uses girls to show off to his friends and then tosses them aside, but somehow I can't seem to forget him... I can't seem to move on... Not because I feel I "need" to have a boyfriend... But because I think I still love him, despite everything he's donee. My heart aches when I look at him and remember the pain he caused me... But I know God will guide me through this... He's always there to help... :)
     
  5. Last of the Organization Twilight Town Denizen

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    I believe you can Destiny...you have before...I remember very well you making it through times like this...and myself and Princess are always here...avoiding is good...it sounds very much like he is just doing this to aggrivate and annoy you even more...proving the point that he is not worth your time and concern...I promise in time it will become far easier to not think of him...
     
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    I know how you feel. I felt the same after Cupcake broke up with me. I wanted to distance myself, but I couldn't. It just takes time. I still haven't gotten over it fully and it's been months. If you need to talk, I'm right here.

    Great poem, btw. Sad, yet good.
     
  7. Styx That's me inside your head.

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    I'm sorry to hear that, Heaven's Angel. I hope you'll find true love soon.
    What a beautiful yet heart-wrenching poem too!
     
  8. Wulphie! Gummi Ship Junkie

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    I feel so sorry for you.
    I've never had a boyfriend, so I can't feel sad or anything like that, but my very best friend in the whole world is so mad at me and she says she hates me, and it makes me sad about that.
    But really nice poem.
    I think alot of people could relate to that.
     
  9. Heaven's Angel Kingdom Keeper

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    Thank you, everyone... :)
     
  10. Azure Flame Banned

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    No problem! That's what friends are for! ^_^
     
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    That was deep. Great job. Do you actually feel that way right now? If so, I feel so bad for you.
     
  12. Heaven's Angel Kingdom Keeper

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    Thanks. ^^

    Unfortunately, as I've stated in the first post, yes... *sighs* This problem keeps coming back, but it's not something I can't get through... After all, I have alot of great friends here with me... It just takes a bit of time, and I haven't allowed enough... But I've learned that poetry helps. Alot. :)