My point of view of life

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My life is meaningless again
Everything dies and fades
I want to end like that now
I want to die right now

I want and I like to suffer
I don´t have another style of life
Suffering is for what I live
Is what only makes me happy

Is this the desire that I can´t deny
But my stupid emotions always will slow me down
If I haven´t this stupid heart
I couldn´t feel and then die

I always knowed my happiness will last some moments
Some moments and then return to the depression and suffering
Being happy and cheerful is worthless
Because I know my sadness would hit me then harder

Hapiness is just a stupid thing
Like being a cheerful being
Being happy doesn´t bring you happiness
Making others suffer is what truly retires the sadness

Don´t trust in nobody
Because that will end in hurting you
Don´t ask noboby for help
Because that will only make you weak

If you want to survive in this world
You heart must be closed and cold
If you can´t do that
Then you deserve to die

Don´t feel happiness, don´t be a stupid
Because that will end in suffering
Don´t make friends, don´t be a idiot
Because they will end hurting you

Understand, who will care for you?
Nobody will ever do
They only care for themselves
So do the same and ignore them

Those are the only truths of the life
So don´t trust nobody and undestand:
"Nobody will ever care for you"
So be prepared or live in your own suffer
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^..... Nothing else to say than that^

 

That is so true trust people and they will betray you
Or at least that is what I think
But it wont hurt being happy every now and then you know
But I do fell the same way.....

 

No, I will never be happy again, I don´t want to, if I know I am going to be depressed again then I don´t want to be happy again.

 

your live and I cant do anything about it but what I was saying at least try I am never truely happy but like you can act happy
sorry I cant really put this into words

 

You seem deeply dejected and disconsolate. :/ I'm sorry for the way you have to feel, so cheerless and unhappy. I only hope you will find something or have something happen that will change you look on life to a happier one. That's all I can reall say, I probably won't be able to change you mind at all.

I saw a few grammar errors, but the poem flowed nicely, despite the overall meaning of the poem, it was good.