My life is slowly breaking apart.

First, I have 3 pets that were very dear to me dead, my grandfather is dead, I have a cousin with leukimia, my girlfriend Zoey just broke up with me, my mom and my stepdad are possibly getting a divorce, my REAL dad never has time for me....
He never has time for me because he is either busy with schoolwork or working, and he spends the little time that we DO have together on facebook or doing online classes.

I never tell my parents ANYTHING because I feel they don't listen to me....
I have so many secrets... I haven't even told my mom I was bisexual, because she goes to church.....

I am also going to a new school, which means leaving my friends.

Help please? I want to turn all these negatives into positives.....

 

if you only think about the negative things it'll only get worse
though you just wanna collapse stay strong and deal with all that bs in your life and you'll find your happiness eventually
we've all been and are still goin through pretty rough times but
stay strong and keep your faith
pray for better days

 

Try to see the brighter things in life. Its hard to ignore the negatives, I know. But you can at least have a positive attitude towards life. If you haven't tried talking to your parents, talk to them now. If you have and failed, just keep trying, one way or another you they have to realise that you do exist. As for your real dad, I think you should tell him that you want to spend time with him, even if it is for only a couple of hours. Remember he's your dad, so no matter what, he should always make time to spend with you.

Damn, does everyone leave their friends behind? My school is Primary & High School, so I've stayed with my friends, and there's seperate campuses. But back to you now. You should try to keep in touch with your friends via email, talking on the phone, letters or whatever you want or have.

You've mentioned that your bisexual. And that's okay, but you had a girlfriend? Try to see if you two can be friends still. I hope everything turns out okay for you.

~Cleo.

 

Whereever you go, KHV is here for you :)

Also, remember, when you lose something, you must gain something.

In this case, losing friends but also gaining friends :)

 

Hate to break it to you, that's not exactly encouraging :lolface:

Anyways.
I'm so sorry about your pets...That's a real shame ._. I mean it. I had animals die in my life as well....it hurts to see them die. Especially on your birthday.

Being bi doesn't change who you are. I know how it feels to have to keep that sort of thing a secret. It's a toughie. D:
Not being bi, but other secrets.

I don't know how it feels to have family tear apart, but whatever it is, just know that I'm always hear to listen and to talk. If you ever need a friend or a hug or even a cookie; I'll be here to help : )
<3

 

I am sorry for your loses.
I can relate to you because I have also lost very special people in the same time frame.
It makes it seem like everything is breaking down and makes you think your life is practically ruined.
Just take things slow and I'm not going to say it won't ever stop hurting you,but it will hurt less with time.

I'm sorry about your cousin.All I can say is to spend time with your cousin,and be nice and a good family member to your cousin.

About your girlfriend,I know it might hurt;but there are many other people you can get involved with so you might be with someone else who makes you happy very soon.

I know how it feels to have your parents practically in divorce.Everyone fights and everyone has disagreements.I think you should start talking to them more,you don't have to say to your mom that you're bisexual upfront,but work up to it.Create like a trust and bond with her,that will help her understand more.
I think if you get a chance to talk to your dad,tell him how you feel about him not having time for you.Hopefully he'll understand you.It doesn't matter if it is on facebook,because the message will get across.Hopefully he will try to make time for you.

 

Unfortunately this is the flow of things for everyone at some point, it seems you've the misfortune of getting all the bad things at once, which can happen alot of the time, but it can get better.

Try to stick with friends, they can be some of the best support at rough patches in life. If you don't have any close friends in the real world, try talking to someone on the internet, I know that it's helped me before.

I'm sorry to hear anout the problems that you have, but I wish you the best, and wish that you can keep hope for the future to do some good things, maybe find another girlfriend/boyfriend, try to make some new friends at a new school, maybe even talk to a teacher or two, talk to your parents, demand their attention if need be and tell them that you don't feel like the care or accept you, it may be the only way to tell how much they care.
Just keep your head high, and some hope with you.