My goodness, it has been a while.

I don't know if I am allowed to talk about this, so by all means staff you can delete this if it's "not okay". But the only thing I really did to get myself banned was threatening to "hack the site" in a spamzone thread which was a total bluff (and an obvious one at that). Only did it because I couldn't be on the site anymore due to stress and medical reasons.

 

I mean, that's still not cool dude. I mean, I get why you're back, but I get a little bit why you have to start over (don't delete my post, just edit the quote yooo)

Wait, you did?!?! When? That couldn't have been me. The day I got banned I basically dumped myself into Xbox Live and barely talked to you guys o_O

 

There was a while when we were still talking pretty regularly and we got bored and trolled and Misty was like "bro, dont be an idiot" and banned me for like a week.

 

...Wait, did that happen?

@Misty , please verify the story.

 

Isn't it just a principle that previously permabanned members can't have their old accounts back? If they started making exceptions, people would probably come up with all kinds of reasons as to why they should have their old accounts back.

You should just be grateful you're back at all.

 

Oooow, my pride.

Same thing happened to me a long while back.

 

You gotta take care of yourself first, and for someone who was in my position who just got out of a major car crash with a newly found seizure disorder (stress induced seizures are a thing you know) I had to leave and I knew I would be tempted to come back, so I did the only thing I could to prevent that.

I'm not going to justify the potential stress I put the staff through, but to be honest the whole "me trolling members thing" was way worse than one spamzone thread that most people didn't even see.

 

I'm just messing around for the most part. Though if there were to be an exception, I think I'd be it... Then again, it seems a lot of people say that.[DOUBLEPOST=1401815968][/DOUBLEPOST]

Point granted, and I do feel sorry for you. I mean, the sad fact is that still broke the rules. I sympathize, and I'm glad you're okay now. At least your username is cooler.[DOUBLEPOST=1401816011][/DOUBLEPOST]

She asked me if you were Boris the Blade. WHERE'S YOUR PRIDE NOW

 

With my rebel friends.

 

My username was still Princess ♥. It hasn't been ♥♦♣♠Luxord♥♦♣♠ for ages, even back when I was on my old account.

As for the feeling sorry for me thing, I do appreciate that but know this: I don't really like talking about this or the crash because I don't want people to treat me any differently than a "normal person" and believe it or not this happens quite often. Then there are the people who think I'm faking the seizure disorder. Apparently because you can't see it (like someone with a broken leg in a cast) it means its "not real". So I try my best to avoid talking about it all together. However it was either talk about it, or continuously seem like a douche to people for what I did in the past. I am not going to pretend that I am perfect because I know I am not, but if certain people would give me a break every now and again, they would probably find out that I am not that bad/mean. I have a soft spot for people, and sure I can get a little bit emotionally invested in certain things, but that doesn't mean I am a bad person.

Sorry for the rant, better out than in I guess.

 

[insert gif of Makaze's avatar and Boris's avatar overlayed on the bodies of rebel pilots on Hoth]

 

I appreciate that my skills are wanted, but can someone provide me with Boris's avi first?

 

This is the thread where all of the *******s from KHV come together and be nice. It's so weird.

1)Don't think of yourself as anything other than normal for that even if it's just that you're afraid other people won't think of you as normal. It's a medical condition, a serious one, but that doesn't classify you as abnormal.
2) My girlfriend's brother has something similar (or maybe the same thing, I don't know). He went from a few seizures a day to only a couple a year now. It happens so rarely now that one of the recent times it's happened, a rumor spread that he was faking it. That kind of stuff annoys me to no end.
3) Weed supposedly can help. I'd ask a doctor about medical marijuana; there was a case back about some small child that it helped immensely.

 

Nah it's not that I am afraid of it or anything, just more annoyed at certain people's reactions to it. People can be very dense when it comes to stuff like this

As for the suggestions, I appreciate and I will be sure to think about it.

 

I think his account as been deleted.

Isn't it pretty?

 

Isn't it one of the main reasons you wanted to come back?

 

Duuuuuuude.

Willkommen zurück

 

As someone who had a mild form of epilepsy and know someone who has seizures, I know they're a real thing. And I know any sort of disorder is going to be met by ignorance by the majority of the population. 'Oh that's something bad. We don't like talking about bad things.' That was told to me by my grade school guidance counselor when I mentioned I was being bullied for my seizures. [ I had to go to the office at a certain time in the day to take meds. I had absence seizures that made it look like I was daydreaming. I still got in trouble for being 'distracted'. ]

I'm trying to make up for past behavior on this site. I had issues I was going through. Still have issues really at the different end of the spectrum. Back when, I was overly aggressive to the point my username scared people. Now I'm worried about upsetting people to the point I come off as shy. Time can change people is what I'm saying.

I didn't need to be banned to know I needed to take a step back until I calmed down. And I'm not saying I think less of a person because they saw that as the best option.

 

I was bored and missed my friends.

So yes.

Whoa. I thought you left a long time ago. Glad to see I was wrong.

Thank you.

You are one of the people I have wanted to apologize to. I'm sorry I invaded your space. It's weighed on me since you first blocked me. You were one of the people who helped me wake to how abrasive I was. Thank you for the inadvertent lesson in personal boundaries.