Well, yesterday I got a call from my transplant coordinator saying I needed to come in for blood testing since my blood sugar came back high. She also asked me if I had symptoms of diabetes (it doesn't help that it runs in my family). I came in today, fasting in the morning so there were no new substances in my system, except for my medications. I got a call earlier this evening saying for me to come in on Tuesday (I was just going to go in for typical blood draws and an echo, no clinic originally planned). My blood sugar was still high, although not as high, it's still up there. This isn't the first time I got a diabetes scare this year either. When I was in the hospital this summer, they tested me a lot but they said that I was fine. Honestly, I'm scared. I know I've been depressing lately, and I'm trying to get out of that, but this news just sucks. If I do end up having diabetes, along with this heart transplant, it's probably going to screw me up even more. Jut when I escape one Hell, another pops up! I hate having all these medical issues. I am most likely gonna be less active on the site now, trying to get back into normal life and dealing with this new issue. This is more of a thread for advice or something. I'm really tired of all this.
I' m so sorry to hear that. You shouldn' t give two shits about depressing others though, that' s the least of your problems right now.
