I know it's no big deal. There are like what kabillions of people out there who are sad, but I guess I just wanted to speak out my mind. Be warned though, it's nothing serious. Just felt like letting some air out so don't bother reading. Im in the downers because of people/friends I guess. I hate saying this for I am at risk of looking childish and shiet, but playing Persona made me sad. The characters grew on me and I noticed how good they were once they became friends/close, and it should be easy to do so irl too if you do want to become close. I have become close with someone, and he is my best friend I ever had. We grew close at a young age, but it has been years since I've seen him. Now Im stuck somewhere else. Everyone is different. I become friends with someone, but it's not the same like with my bestie because I get to see who they really are. I know it's normal for everyone to have a dark side, but it feels as if there's a high percentage of rotten. You get close to someone, relying on them and willing to help them out, and then they bite you when you least expect it. I dislike how things run, but that's just how life is. I guess I like this place because it's not as complicated as talking and witnissing negative acts in person. That departure thread I had made sometime ago was because I had started to see this place as irl. I found out about some negative things in this site, shocking discoveries about others. I am such a girlllllll lmao. I know it seems as no big deal to others, but it does to me. The site just seemed tainted and I wanted to get away from it. But I returned again because of something. I guess things will be different once I head off to college. I'll meet people with the same interests and make some lasting friendships. I like you guys. I've grown close with some members and it brings me back to the feeling of being with my best friend. It's sad saying this, but some of the best people I've met are from the internet, so they're most likely 56 year old men posing as teenagers. But Im cool with that. Send me nudes.
It's fine to be sad sometimes. That's part of life. There's ups and downs. However, if you focus on either one closer than the other it can take a big toll on you. If you focus to much on the ups then the slightest hit can shatter you, if you focus too much on the downs you can't see anything good. Do you stay in touch with your friend? Friends come and go, but when you make a best friend that's a different story. You will surely meet new friends and you'll probably see your old friend sometime down the road. Hope you cheer up soon, I hate to see anyone sad ^_^
