Killing me inside

Every blow you sent my way
Used to make a tear fall from my eyes,
Even though I hid them from you
But now you don't have that hold on me
And you'll never get it back again
Even if it kills me, because.

You're killing me inside
But I keep on healing.
You're killing me inside
But you will be the one who falls,
Because I will be the one
Who deals the last blow.

You kept me down emotionally
For all of these years
But now I'm the one on top
And there’s nothing you can do,
Since I am no longer a child
Who you can control
Since that is what I no longer am.

You're killing me inside
But I keep on healing.
You're killing me inside
But you will be the one who falls,
Because I will be the one
Who deals the last blow.

No more am I the weak little girl I used to be
And you can’t bring her back
No matter how hard you try to.
She's never coming back
So you’ll have to live with the woman
Who now stands before you.

You're killing me inside
But I keep on healing.
You're killing me inside
But you will be the one who falls,
Because I will be the one
Who deals the last blow.


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The reason why I wrote this, was because every time my mum tells me off, for some reason it makes me cry, but two days ago she told me off and I was like 'Heh, whatever, you can't make me cry anymore'. Hope you enjoy. And yes this is a song not a poem this time.

 

Very nice poem!! I like it very much!! Good job, you managed to express your feelings very well.

BTW, good for you!! Now you can do things more freely, instead of being "commanded" by your mother.

 

It's a song not a poem, and thanks I guess not I'm getting older it's harder for her to command me.

 

But aren't songs poems in a way? But anyway, I liked it very much!!

 

That's really great sis. It's tough to stand up to someone like a parent and tell them they can't boss you and upset you any more.

 

I really liked it ^^ I know exactly how you feel! :)

You are good with poems and lyrics! Thats cool. ​

 

I cant really find the beat to it, but the lyrics seem really deep, its great.

 

Thanks, I did what you said, you know to listen to my heart, since I never did before but that time I did.

I'm sure you can find a beat to it.

 

Thats great! ^^ glad I could kinda help! :)​

 

Oh...this is beautifull...I love your poems...and I know how you feel...I'm always getting mad at my mom and sometimes...we cry...both of us...if you wanna know...I got mad at my mon 4 days ago and I...couldn't sleep the whole night...It looked like my heart was hurt...by words...But now eveything is ok! And...you're strong...you don't cry anymore when those things happen...but I still do...lol xD I guess I'm too weak...:o

 

Great Job!!!