is love real

I know! But it just feels good to help others.

 

Yes it does! Very much so! :D

 

Getting a women's perspective point of view. See what we like or what we think is good. Should we start another thread? ^^

 

You know what? I think we should! lol we've kinda taken over this one :(
:D

 

I know, you want to make it? We've taken control. NEW THREAD

 

Done! hehe its called from a chicks perspective! :D

 

catchy title!!

 

Right. I'm a girl, so I'm not sure if I get where you're coming from, but I'm fairly sure I get this girl you're talking about.
Tbh, she sounds like a bit of a... nasty person, but then again I don't know her so I can't say for sure. What I do know is that if she thinks you are 'a joke' (which is most likely not true, but pretend for a second that it is) then she probably doesn't know you very well. Am I right? Which means that you can't know her very well. You can say that you know everything about her, have watched her every move, have seen her from afar... But that's just not right. If you're not this girl's close friend, you don't know her at all really. She could be a completely different person away from other people. In fact, she probably is. I know that most girls act differently to their real selves when there are people around.
Anyway, my point is; if you don't know this girl that well, how can you be in love with her? Your idea of love is over-romantic; it doesn't work like that. You can't love somebody by 'watching them from afar'. Sure, you were obsessive about her. But that's not love. That's obsession. A very deep teenage crush. End of.
As for loneliness... nobody is meant to be alone. High school is one of the most horrible chapters of life - but trust me, university is a whole world better.
So stop being depressive, and look forward to the future.

Oh, and tell that 'friend' of yours, who told her, just what you think of him.
Just don't go over too over the top.
And ffs, don't cut yourself. Think about what you're doing! Is it helping you in any way?