In the mind of Accalia

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  1. Accalia Gummi Ship Junkie

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    Am I broken?




    You pass by me everyday thinking nothing is wrong
    And you're right nothing is wrong with me
    But I can't cry no matter what
    I can't shed a tear no matter how hard I try
    And I wonder if I'm broken inside
    Why can't I shed one tear
    I only feel broken inside when I should be crying
    My tears dried up long ago
    Where have my tears gone?
    Am I broken?
    Am I depressed?
    Even though I feel fine I just want to cry though I feel fine?
    Why do I want to cry even though I feel fine?
    Am I broken?
    Why can't I cry?
    Am I broken?
    Why can't I cry no matter what?
    Why do I want to cry so bad?
    Am I broken?
    I feel fine but I want to cry...

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    Lifeless

    Internally Shattered,
    My heart is chained.
    I cry silent tears,
    Hiding behind a mask.
    No one hears the scream of pain,
    No one sees the tears in my eyes.
    High Functioning makes my silence....
    Seem as if nothing is wrong.
    No one feels the internal pain.
    The only person that knows something is wrong
    Is you my empathic friend.
    Despite the miles between us,
    Our connection is strong,
    Even if we haven't met in person.
    Can't you see into my eyes?
    Can't you hear my internal cries?
    Can't you hear my internal cries?
    Broken
    Lifeless
    Shattered
    I'm nothing more than an empty shell
    Looking for a home.


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    Pain of Loss

    Breathing is like shattered glass
    The guilt swallows me whole
    The pain of loss struck me hard
    Tumbling me to the floor
    Has no one told you she's
    not breathing?
    Can't you see I'm not breathing?
    Can't you feel the hole in my heart?


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    Crimson

    The crimson sky beckets thee
    to her side.
    Thy sorrows beckon thee
    into her fiery grip.
    Thou dost not understand thine
    call into the unknown. As the
    sun sets her golden ray,
    thou hast served her to
    thee. Thou betrayal dost
    not harm me,
    nor dost thine green.
    Can thou hear my ragged
    cry, or are thou too arrogant
    in thine ways to see thy truth
    before thine eyes? Thou hast
    no line of truth, for thine orbs
    doubt my words. She beckons
    me to her side, but the light
    never reaches my core. The
    internal sorrow hast no name
    for its game, yet solitude calls
    my name. Dost thou know thine
    name, or dost thou have no
    name? Her crimson ray hast
    not opened my eyes, nor dost
    it makeith me whole. Dost thou
    not hear thine name? Thou hath
    no fury when thou awoke to thine
    name.

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  2. Technic☆Kitty Hmm

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    Wow, I am speechless. These are all so beautiful. I really like the last one, reminds of of Shakespeare. These are all so sad, yet beautiful as well. Some say it takes pain to make art. These are amazing.
     
  3. Accalia Gummi Ship Junkie

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    Thank you. I often write poetry about my life. Usually prose.