I'm done.

Guys, I can't do it anymore. I just... can't. This place has made me feel more depressed than I have ever felt in my life(and that's really saying something.) I got way too attached to someone here, and now it feels like my heart's been ripped out of my chest, to put it mildly.
It's just got to end.

Anyway, here's my shout outs for the people I've talked to the most.

Pyro: You're probably the best friend I'll ever have. I'll miss you. One day we shall meet. I guarantee it.

ICSP: What can I say? You're awesome. It was great talking to you. I'll keep my promise.

*Hippie Jesus*: You were my first real friend. I know you've been through a lot, but just hang in there and you'll be fine. You're epic, man.

And finally, to the person I got too attached to;
I loved you and you broke my heart. You may not realize it, but during the time we were talking I felt like you were the only person I could ever really love. I'm not ****ing kidding either. But now, you make me wish I was dead. Yay!

And that's it. I'm finished. I might come back one day to get into contact with the few people I truly care about, but otherwise, this place brings up way too many bad memories.

Oh yeah, and one last closing remark; Never, ever trust someone that sweet talks you on the internet. You will regret it.

I wish you all nothing but happiness.

Adios.

 

I'll miss all those random vids Absol. Stay in touch.

 

Absol your really pouring your heart out.I never knew that you had this kind of side to you...i know it hurts know but you've got to think about the fact that you have life ahead of you...more dating...marraige...kids(if you would be up for that)...Death is the way of the courard and it's away of causing misery around you.I know how your feeling because i was in dpression at one stage and it is the most horrible feeling ever.Don't give in to it.It makes you think horrible things...things that can only make your life worse.You will survive and you will find someone else and you will be happy.

Whoever caused Absol this misery the least you can do is own up and post here and try and console him some bit atleast.Own up to this and help stop him from going into clinical depression.

 

Oh sweetheart :/

*hugglecuddlesnuggle*

Whatever you do, do it happily and with no regrets. I'm going to miss you, you little spam head <3

I wish you so much luck flower :glomp:

I really do.

Awww >.< goodbye.​

 

The Spam Zone will never be the same without you |:

Good luck, Absol. I'm sorry that something happened which made you depressed ):

Your advice applies to me O_O

<3

 

D=

Don't leave! You're too epic!

*Locks in Spam Zone*

You better come back. D=

 

0_0
Woah...'i won't say don't go, but have fun in zhe Real World and keep alive hon!

 

Oh pooh....now who will post randomness on my profile?

all jokes aside, absol...i hope you do get better and that the person who hurt you ask for forgiveness.

i do hope you come back around....

 

Stay strong and well dude,enjoy your life.Everyone will miss you bro.See ya someday.

 

I'll miss ya! Sorry about your heart getting smashed to bits by the person you love! I hope you will return someday if ever. (Doubt it)

 

No...just **** no. Wow, this ruined my entire day...no, not just my day, but my ENTIRE month. Absol, I truly love you like my little sister, and I cannot say anything else to you right now than to just wish you good luck, love. With you gone, this place just died a little, and so did one of the few reasons why I, myself kept coming back to this site. I wish for only the best for you, my dear, and I wish I just knew what to do make you happy again. I don't think I'll ever miss anyone the way I'll miss you. Be strong, love, and I know you can get through this, and be the once crazy, fun loving, random Absol once again...I know it. I anticipate the one day you will come back to us very eagerly, and believe me...it'll be the BEST day of my life.

Always remember that this Pyro loves you. And I love you lots, hon. So I'll only say "Toodlez" for the time being, sweetheart.

 

I don't blame you for leavin'. You can easily get attached to folk here n' it's easy to fell heartbroken to the folk you befriend.

Hopefully you'll return some point in the future. Until then, take care, see ye.

 

*jawdrop* Gah! No way!........-_-....well.....please visit sometime and I hope you feel better soon.

 

QUOTED FOR EPIC TRUTHS.

I can't imagine profiles without your creepy pictures of Bilbo. ;_; I do hope you'll return, Absol. <3
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Dude, I know exactly how you feel. Same thing's happened to me, but I can't find the strength to leave. Kudos to you for having at least that. <3

I really wish we could've had some more time to get to know each other, but from what I've seen you are the Spam God. There's no other way to describe you. Pure awesomeness in the form of many things, from random videos to lolcats and hell, SPAM all together.

Feel free to add me on MSN or AIM or whatever; I'd like to talk to you still even if you're not on the forums. :3

Good luck with everything, I know it's tough to get over things like this (I'm still trying to get over what happened to me), but a word of advice is to just talk with someone about it, like your best friend here. I did that, and no, it didn't make the heartbreak go away completely, but you know that you are at least cared for by other people. Screw whoever screwed you over.
Stay strong, Absol. You can do it. <3

 

You'll be missed ALOT. Seriously. You're probably my favourite member that I never really got to know, and I regret that. Please promise us that'll you'll feel better. I know, that sounds stupid in the long run, but do it anyways. =3
I glomp you in spirit.

 

Wow...

Absol... I want you to know that you will always be a dear friend to me. Whenever I see your spam my day always lights up. I'm sorry that the drama has finally gotten to you.

I do hope you return soon... how else are you going to keep your promise if you don't have any leads?

None the less... take care, and hopefully I'll talk to you sooner than later.

Don't be a stranger... and if you ever get MSN, hit me up via PM, and I will send it back to you.

Or you can just ask Pyro for it... and I'd be more than happy to chat with you.

Be good.

 

It's always sad to see a person leaving. TT_TT I wish I could have known you better, you seem like a really nice person.
I'm so sorry that your heart is broken. You're really brave to tell us why you are leaving. Goodbye... :cryinganime:

 

No Absol, you can't leave :/

It will be so lonely with out the lulzy pictures and videos.

I'll miss you a lot, be good in the real world.​

 

Goodbye absol, im still gender confused about you but i guess that doesn't matter anymore.