I think I can feel myself crumbling.

I haven't slept in Days, for a first.
My nightmares are getting worse and worse and I fear that I'm slipping into a zombified state.

Secondly..

My best friend keeps talking of suicide.
I can't help but fear that she might actually go through with it, and it's painful to watch.
The irritating fact of the matter, is that it is over a guy. Well, two, but mainly just one of the two.

I don't know, she's really an attention seeker, and she is so loud, and appears really overly cheerful.
I confronted her about it, and she said that it was because school takes her mind off 'thinking'.


I don't know.
She claims to have planned her own funderal. And I hate the things she is telling me, and my other best friend.
Other mentioned good friend of mine is on holiday at the moment, and so all her attention has been averted to me, and my slow working, tired mind.

I can just slowly feel myself cracking up, and she is literally polluting my damn life with her problems.

I want to be a good friend, but I also want to have my own thoughts, without the worries about her creeping in, too.
I have my personal problems, which I won't mention, but she isn't helping.

I just want some advice.

Thankyou,
xxxx

 

The best advice you can get is to go and inform her parents about what she is saying. This may be a cry for help. Don't wait till it's too late, else you'll regret it.

 

Ask for help. You can't handle all of this alone. You need help to help others.

 

I agree with this.
Go do it now, before she hurts herself

 

It's too much for you to be handling yourself. You should let her parents know like everyone else has been saying. If not, you should think about telling a guidance counselor and see if there is a way you can both talk to them. I'm not really sure what else to say. It's very important that she gets the help from everyone.

 

Thanks for the great advice people.

I sorta broke down in the middle of class today, and when I got sent home, the words spilled from my mouth about everything.
My mom is gonna talk to her mom and such, and I on the other hand, have to go and see a therapist of some sort for my sleeping problems amoungst other things.

I'm gonna see how this turns out.
thanks again.
xx