Is it possible to feel so bad you want to call off your own birthday party and apologise for disturbing people? KHV...I think I need a hug.
You shouldn't be thinking negative like that especially during your birthday. Think the positive, good side. But yeah i know how you feel. Nobody really shows up on my past birthday parties LOL.
Good side is everyone so far has had a legitimate reaon for saying no. My best friend isn't even going. I feel rather pathetic at the moment.
Why would no one go? You're pretty, talented, a kick to be around, pretty... wait said that twice. Don't be so down, surely people will show up. Hugs to death.
If worse comes to worst, at least my sister will be there. But she'll be drunk so... But I'll probably be on here all night anyway
You can still party online! There's been a lot of times I've been unable to hang out with peeps offline on important days, often because of them being busy (or just lazy). But you can still have a bang-up time with online friends. Streaming movies, playing games -- there's a lot you can do if you think about it. I know you probably want people to be there physicaly to help you celebrate, but definitely sure KHV will be more than up for a party if you want. 8)
