Here we go again

"Kinda....didnt alot of us go to hogsmead to go to a pub or something?"he said

 

"It started off like that, yeah. And I'm guessing you got so drunk you don't remember anything that happened after we got in the pub right?" She asked stifling down a hiccup.

 

"I remeber....going somewhere with....a girl...."he said looking at her"we...."he stopped as if see her for the first time..."it was...You wasnt it?"

 

"Bingo." She said, making a clicking noise with her tongue and flicking out her finger to point at him. "Can't say I blame you for forgetting it though, after all what twenty year old wants to admit they slept with a fifteen year old girl?"

 

"Sh*t....you didnt...tell anyone....did you? "he said

 

Elle looked down at her lap and shook her head, that had been the last response she'd hoped for, one of disgust for what he had done. She could feel tears stinging in her eyes as she stared blankly at the satin of her dress. "Well..." She added after a silent moment. "I did tell Lyra..."

 

"Lyra? she didnt....tell Casey or Jordan...did she?"

 

"No... You'd know if they knew..." She replied in an even quieter voice as her hands went up and covered her face as tears started to fall down her face.

 

"Elle....please dont cry..."

 

"You want to know what makes this entire situation so much better?" Elle sobbed as she climbed off the stool and nearly fell over. "What the icing on the cake is? All this time Ly's been telling me to tell you this because she thought it as stupid how I thought you'd think it was the biggest mistake of your life or something. Apparently I was right..."

 

"What else Elle? what did Lyra say you should tell me?"He asked sticking his arm out to steady her

 

"Think about what else happened to me that year. What started in the spring and ended about nine months later?" She said, a strange glint in her eye. A glint of someone who's kept a secret so big a secret for so long that it started to eat away at their very being.

 

"You...got pregnant....you had-"he looked at her"Jamei.."he went white "Is....she mine?"

 

"Yep." Elle nodded, her voice cracking into a squeak that sounded like a mix between a laugh and a sob. "An-And I didn't tell you because I didn't think it'd be fair to wreck your life as well as mine... That and I thought you wouldn't want the embarrassment... Or me..."

 

"Elle you could have told me! I could have helped! I wouldnt be embarrased."


ooc-brb dinner ^^

 

"Please! Not even a minute ago you were ashamed you'd come anywhere near me!" Elle exclaimed loudly, bordering on shouting. "And to be honest I don't blame you! No one wants to be associated with me, s lutty Elle Malfoy high school drop out and teenage mum. Even my friends ditched me after that and my Dad still hasn't spoken to me since I told him! But do you want to know what really sad? What's really pathetic..? Actually no you don't, it'd probably just make you cringe more..." She carried on until her voice broke into a pathetic whisper. Her eyes glanced down at the floor just before she turned around a ran off as best as she could considering her drunkeness.

 

"Elle!"

"Oh no..."Lyra muttered "Casey...Im gonna go see i she's ok."Lyra said taking o ater her sister-in-law

 

Casey was already glaring at Alex, something major had just happened. Elle didn't just cry over anything. You could tell that inside he was debating if beating the crap out of him would be an over reaction or not.

Outside Elle was sat down on the floor, her head resting against the wall behind her. She was sobbing violently, so violently she could barely breathe. She hadn't felt so alone in a long time, not since she first found out about Jamei. Now she didn't have a hope in hell, nothing to hold onto. No possibility and no maybe.

 

"Elle?"Lyra said "Elle.....what...whats wrong? what happened?"Lyra crouched down next to her


Jordan glanced at the door the girls had gone out,to Casey,then to Alex,who look as if he were debating following the girls,Jordan got up and went over to Casey"any idea's what that was about?"

 

"I..." She hiccuped, struggling to get a word out between her sobs. "I... t-told h-him a-about Ja-Jamei..."

"Not a clue, but it was big whatever it was. What the f*ck did he do to my sister?" Casey replied, his voice almost snarling.