Help with Life

*waves good bye*
Hey I've posted a problem before, can I post another?

 

later
post it

 

Alright. None of my friends are honest, so...I have this HUGE crush on a guy I've known for a year or two, He's really nice to me...usually. But a few times he's been pretty rotten to me. I've been pretty nasty to him too. But this past school year we've both been pretty nice to each other (minus me closing the door on his hand...several times). But one of my 6 friends told him that I liked him beacause they don't like him. He asked me if I did and I almost had a meltdown. i got over it and shut his hand in the door (see above). I won't see him next year exept if I take some durastic measures. The heck do I do????????
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It depends...why won't he be here next year?

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I've never wanted to kill myself more then ever now I mean i'm being pressured more and more everyday I keep refraining becuase supposedly I would be dearly missed by I really don't know what to do anymore........I've been losing friends......dealing with more deaths.......gaining more family problems.....and some of the smart ass's I've been dealing with are really pissing me off.......I just want to get away from all of this.....It's not like me to be sad or angry becuase I hate being sad or angry.....I want to be happy.....I just want to find some peace.

Gloom and Doom sux 3:<

 

Hippie Jesus, do you feel like this song: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4HxuGgxM9g ???
Intense rage coursing through your veins???Put that energy towards something.Thats what i do.

 

try running away :blink:

 

fol love the song but when I can't put it into something when i'm furious

A. I wouldn't be able to talk with you guys

B. I wouldn't survive very long

C. I'd be found with in no time

 

~Sasumi~ that is a good idea but some people just can't do that.It isn't that they aren't physically able to do it but emotionally or Mentally they won't be able for it.

 

good three points...
does MN have a MASH service?

 

I'm trying to think of a way to get away from all this crap....running away would be bad.....don't have the money for vacation....i dunno

 

i have decided.
I'ma start knitting scarves full time. Then i'll sell them and send the money to you!

 

fol....I enjoy stalking.....knitting stockings =D

but srsly though I want to make everyone happy while I can be happy but for now I just wanna get away.

 

Change your life in small ways.Become more social,become more active in activities and make friends with some people you were thinking about becoming friendly with.

 

I've been doing that here and I guees I can try to make some new friends in good ol Big Balls, MN

 

...maybe you could start taking naps, dreams are always havens.

 

See if you can find people with common interests with you,like people who like the music you like.

 

What I would do is get out and play soccer, making some really furious shots on the walls where I practice everyday.

 

My dreams are just disturbing actually >.>

I was thinking and well I think I just need a special frined....one who won't run out on me...one who can get along with me...ya know?

A dude my size I'd crush the other players and I've already been doing Football, Wrestling, & Kick Boxing

 

...and in what way does that help hippie Jesus.
Jesus,that mind of sounds like a girlfriend.

 

yeah...I'm blessed with having a friend i didn't see or hear from for 5 years, but we met up one day and are as close as sisters. she listens to mem and i listen to her.,