Doesn't matter who I am I want to be done

I really do hope she returns...

Could you clarify what the voice says? I am confused as to whether you mean the voice says it's ok to think positivity or negativality. Excuse my misspellings.

And to understand your own head my take a really long time. I think, so long as you can understand it to a point and learn how to work with it that should be enough. I can't help more on the subject since my head confuses the hell out of me.​

 

I know remembering it brings back the memories. It sucks, I know. It just brings you back to where you were at that time, but this time you are just analyzing what had happened. You always ask the questions, I've gone through it. It is true that pills aren't the answer and I am glad that things have been getting better. The best way to deal with it, you can try writing all of this down on paper then burn it. It's usually supposed to help let out your feelings, I've done it tons of times and I feel like I've become a pyromanic(not really). If you ever need to talk, then i'm here if you need it. <3

 

Well to clarify, the voice says it's okay to think negative thoughts. My head is like a really dark and terrifying maze. Every turn scares the hell outta me but I'd like to find the center and see what's there.

Sabby, thanks. I think I RP-ed my feelings to death in an RP I really enjoy. Everything I wrote suddenly was very violent and kinda depressed. lol I'm pretty sure I already am a pyromaniac. dw I've refrained from burning down any buildings.

I've currently caught my third cold in he past month. It's days like this when I feel very fragile. Since I woke up this morning and started to cry for no apparent reason, I've dubbed myself emotionally unstable and now I see a doc who lets me talk about everything. It's a little odd but I'm getting used to it. sorry if this is sounding like a summary of my day. I'll shut up now.

 

Well, to think good thoughts the bad has to be there. And it is not wrong to think such things without it phazing you so long as you're wanting to live, which you said you do.

Rping is a great outlet. Good to hear you have that <3

You don't need to apologize for doing that. If you feel like you're spaming up the thread or something you can pm me or someone else in here. And that is also good to hear, that you have someone to talk to.​

 

Do NOT kill yourself. I feel almost like I know you. I went through EVERYTHING your going through. I am the nicest person in the world. I never cuss, I love everyone even though some might hate me, people don't get me, and I feel like I'm an individual. Like I'm no good. But that's not true. I'm exactly what god wants me to be. A person who deeply understands people, a person who cares about what they go through, a person who loves life but seems to always have bumps in the road. It's ok. Your a human being. We all go through this every single day. You arn't normal. Your something way better and thats why you feel this. The greatest people in the world seem to have the worst lives. It's ok. Im exactly like you.

 

Dude, this thread is already over.
Closed.