I can see the lights, shining bright in the dark sky. The sparkles and crystals blind me, as the water rushes from the deep blue sky. I can barely feel you. You aren't there to touch. You're a blinding light, wiping away from the air. Your hands aren't there for me to grab, dance with, or kiss. The white cloth drags behind me, and the cold rain showers my shoulders. It's too big, and weighed down, even for me. Layers upon layers of white beauty. And I can see you fading back into existence. Only barely, but it's there. Your eyes are so blue, and your cheeks are flushes crimson, in a beauty shade that I cannot bare to look at. Your hand grazes over mine, but your hand fades around, like the crystal sand on a warm tropical beach. And we're dancing, to the piano playing softly in my head. The rhythm matches the thunder and lightning crackling up in the sky. The rooftop is flooded but we don't give a care. I hold onto you, afraid you're going to disappear, and that you're arms will disappear from my shoulders. I hold onto you so tight to keep you close, until you push me away, in the middle of our dance. The dance, my dance... is ruined. You don't care, but why play with my emotions? Do you like seeing me put through this torture? And the blade you pull out, stained blood red. I finally feel the blood rising to me. I quiver, and you shake. It wasn't a dance... it was your fight, and my dance. You lie to me, to kill me. I give you my trust, to dance with you. I see now why you push me away. You didn't want me to die on your knife. The rain isn't on my cheeks anymore, but my tears are. All I wanted was from you was love, but you give me hell. Life is so far, and so close. Death is so near, yet so far. I'm on my knee's, begging for death as i feel nothing. I thought it would be over one day, and one day soon. my life has been a happy one, and now, it's time for me to let go. It's time for me, to stop trusting you, and to let the rain wash away all my sins. Your love, is what killed me.
