Damn!

This sucks, my friend is in the hospital, my cousin gots cancer and might die on me, just like a living hell right now...

 

A friend of mine died of cancer on April 1st. It was pretty hard on me. I went to the hospital to visit him, even though I knew he was sedated. When I got there, I was told family only. I was like, What the hell? So, after my father explained to him that we were told we could come at any time and got everything sorted out he came over to me.
He told me that he was dead. I just cried. I stopped crying after a few minutes and I was told I could still could do visit the parents. I went there and he was dead. His eyes wouldn't close, no matter how hard the mother tried to. His eyes were unfocused and went in sort of different directions. I held his hand. He had died only an hour earlier, but his hand was already cold.
I just held his hand and rubbed my thumb on it. I expected him to hold it back. I mean, it was a body. It had to make some sort of reaction! But nothing happened. He was gone.

 

Oh wow, I'm sorry for you both. That's really sad...

 

And now, i just got told by my dad that he has a heart murmur

 

sometimes things like this happen for no reason... without warning... and seemingly without hope... but there is hope and in situations were your world is crashing down on you, and it's tough... trust me I've been there... the only way to beat it is to fight and tell everyone that this S**T isn't worth losing!

 

Congrats! ;D

 

You know, stuff like this happens sometimes. It sucks, I know, but it does. You gotta be strong for your family.

 

My family seems to be getting messed up, btw my friend is out of th hospital