cold sora

rikka walked up to olivia "becareful.you could get hurt again."and then she left

 

Rikka's appearance and disappearance threw Olivia into confusion again, well I guess no-one said life was ever easy she thought to herself, she made a small rose replica out of water and played with it, removing petals one at a time similar to the games children play, he loves me..he loves me not petals dissolving as she sat and thought

 

Delth looked on Olivia and after while heart in his hands faded and he walked away with tears in his eyes

 

He's leaving me...again she thought as she watched him walk away yet again, How many times can I watch him walk away I wonder the water roses she had created dissolved and burst leaving only tear like paths as evidence for their existence.

 

Delth looked on Olivia with sad look ´´I am no longer alive for anybody´´ he said and satted near sewer

 

"You are alive to me" she whispered as she caught the words he was saying

 

´´I betrayed you. I am lost in my memories´´ Delth said

 

"You betrayed me but I still care about you" she admitted, "you hurt me a lot, but that doesn't mean I want to see you like this" she walked over and sat next to him, "and you are not lost"

 

Delth didn´t looked into Olivias eyes, his head was between his legs ´´I never wanted this´´ he said looking on his hands ´´I wanted to be happy, i never did bad things, but i lost my heart´´

 

Seeing him look so sad Olivia found it harder and harder to not reach out and help him, she turned away before looking back, "You, you can have my heart" she told him, "You can have mine and then you can be happy, you can have a heart"

 

´´There is no help for me. And you need your heart´´ Delth said and more tears felt from his eye

 

"This heart that has done nothing but cause me pain? why would I need that?" she asked bitterly, "please, I hate seeing you like this, let me help"

 

´´There is no help for me´´ Delth said again and his eyes were red from tears

 

Unable to stop herself, Olivia reached out and wiped the tears away from his face, "Don't say that" she said, "it sounds like you have given up"

 

´´I given up before we met´´ Delth said and sighed

 

"Then let me help, maybe if I had helped before it wouldn't be this way now?" she suggested

 

´´Thanks, but with this you can´t help me. I had a girl. She was beatiful, but she died in car accident. I wanted to fill her place with rage, sadness, hatred, love, cruelity, but nothing was too good to take her spot´´ Delth said and tears runned on his cheeks

 

"Replacing love with rage, sadness, hatred, and cruelity is wrong, nothing can replace a love that you lost, nothing" Olivia felt so sorry for Delth she couldn't even begin to express how she felt, "I am so sorry that happened to you" she told him, "But you need to let go and move on, cliging to a past, to a lost memory will make your life harder, she would have wanted you to carry on" she told him

 

´´I projected that car, builded that car and i was driver in that car. Who is responsible for killing her? Me. But i can´t just forget it, it is too strong to be forgotten. I hoped that when i give my heart i will forget. But i didn´t´´ Delth said

 

"You are not responsible" she turned to look at him forcing him to look at her, "You are NOT" she said, "do not ever think that" she calmed herself, "life is full of bad things but if we sat around being sad what would be the point? you will never forget her but you need to let her go"