Can't tell if I am nervous or angry

I really don't freaking know, okay? It's just that I am tired of being treated like some lowlife because I did not follow people's rules the first time. I might be angry, because my patience is starting to where thin on some people here, and I really don't want to see any of them come crawling to me just to ramble on about "NOBODY WANTS YOU HERE".

Just shut it. JUST. SHUT IT. I am getting fed up with you (if you are one of those enforcing this matter), and if you say one thing about me being useless, I will be forced to take action.

Definitely angry,
Smash

 

what are you even talking about

 

Again, if you need actual help or would like some advice or a place to vent seriously please considering posting this in the Help With Life section. Posting it here is likely to just stir up trouble, so I've locked it for now. ​