Does anyone know how to just numb yourself to emotion. To just not feel anymore. To take away your feelings for everything. I know one way, but I'm not quite ready for that...yet.
tummer, do you need someone to talk to? I'm sure I don't have any experience in whatever you're going through, but I really want you to stop entertaining these kinds of thoughts. There are plenty of people here, including me, who will lend you an ear.
Pretty much what Bueno said here as well. I haven't really interacted with you much at all, but I am here if you do need someone to vent to/just have there for support. You're not as alone as you might think. Even if there are drama llama explosions at times, we're all a big family. We've gotta have each other's backs.
I'm sorry for the way I exploded today. Sorry everyone for worrying you, and thank you for your kind words. It's just a giant cocktail of crap and bent up emotions came spiraling out today. Funny enough, I haven't completely snapped yet, but I feel near it.
If you feel yourself inching closer to snapping, or even if you want to preempt it, or hell, if just want to go ahead and talk, we're here for you.
